TravisFox Posted September 17, 2005 Share Posted September 17, 2005 [quote=" if you went to jail or somethingm like that and you fell angry because you wish you didnt do it, then call that person up and apologize. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Galactic Jaguar Posted September 17, 2005 Share Posted September 17, 2005 If ya feel that way just keep your head up Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gamecuber459 Posted September 17, 2005 Share Posted September 17, 2005 The title says it all.. I've felt horribly these days' date=' losing that strong interest in Star Fox somehow, been starting to hate most of the people of the outer world, been doing actually nothing, dont feel like making that fansite anymore, i got my gamecube back with my Star Fox Assault but I gave up on those side missions which i'm very sure they exist, I've been sick all this week, been so weak, havent drawn much, havent got much projects done, i've been nothing lately, i gave of up character drawing, my love life has sucked just like Travis', i just feel like sh$&! and this site has been very un active. I rarely see new topics or posts nowadays, and all I've done since school started is ignore those retarded people from this horrible world I hate so much. Its full of sick teens who r just driving fast and showing off everything, fighting for everything like that was gonna help them, drink and smoke to prove they are men.. (that's super mega retarded) and theyre all over the place just looking for girls and making sick jokes all around. I HATE THIS DAMN WORLD! I've even sometimes sat alone to think and cried at school feeling like the only one. People respect me too much and no one really cares about me.. No one but my family cares. I'm 17, small, not social around eveyone of those tards, never been loved, i spend all my time at home working on my everyday projects, people arent interested in what i do, and if i start talking about what i do no one understands or cares that's why its impossible getting IRL friends..i hate it, i hate this all.. It sometimes makes me feel like dying. I don't even know what i'm doing here... I should probably leave this place for a while... in other words.. I suck.[/quote'] Except for the "too much respect part", Welcome to my world. I only mean that literally. I'm the only one in my world. Only one person on this entire planet understands me, My best friend Zac Carter. He is the only person who respects me. I'm just alone in this world, but I've finally started to not care anymore. As the world falls and people die around me, I shall forever be trapped in this horrible world for all eternity. This world is obviously some punishment for a terrible act I did, but can't remember. I've completely lost the love for anything. Friends, Family, values, nothing is important to me anymore. I don't talk much. I go to school, talk when my best friend or a teacher wants me to, then I go home and lye in bed in the dark. I wonder sometimes If I even exist. Is the world just all in my mind. Was I born to suffer in this world that will never understand me. I sometimes just sit in my room and start crying. "What doesn't anyone understand me." I'm a loner, destined to travel the world alone: searching for answers to questions never asked; searching for a place I belong when it doesn't exist; searching for my own existance. I glad I got all of that off my chest.....thanks guys..... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
james mccloud Posted September 17, 2005 Share Posted September 17, 2005 ok. if everyone wants to talk about their life and stuff, then im gonna make a topic for that. Request lockage on this topic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Inuyasha Posted September 18, 2005 Share Posted September 18, 2005 I empathize with those retards. Why is it that most people seem to be like that? WHY!? It's not logical, it's not intelligent, and it's not even rational! GAH!! *Murders desk* But no, you don't suck. Try to find people like you, make friends with people who appreciate and care for you. It's the others who suck. For example, I'm insanely weird. I enjoy doing random funny crap and twisting things people say to make it sound dirty (mostly only with my friends, though), I attempted to eat a desk once, and I just generally am not normal. And neither are my friends. See, society long ago decided that it didn't want me. Then, at some point, I decided that I didn't want to be a part of society. And it's just worked out perfectly since then...mostly...there're still the occasional idiots.... There's gotta be something you're good at. Art, math, science.... Just find people who share the same interests. Yes. People suck. Society sucks. This damn world does, for the most part, suck. But stop for a second and think about what's good in your life. Are you smart? Are you a talented artist? A good gamer? Are you alive? Nothing is more important than your own life; never give it up. It is the most precious thing you'll ever have. People are wonderful, beautiful things. It just happens that most of them decide to forsake that beauty that belongs to the world and become horrible, terrible things. And feeling sorry for yourself doesn't help. It just makes it worse. If you look for evil, you will find evil. Simple as that. Know that there ARE people who care about you, who appreciate you and wouldn't like it if you abandoned them. Like us. I live by the principle that people suck. And it has yet to betray me...which is kinda sad, when you think about it.... I also go with that nothing good can ever come from staying with normal people and that, as Rogue fox said, there is no normal. So what if nobody appreciates your work? As long as you think it's good, nothing else should matter to you. Otherwise, you will be stuck forever trying to please people, which is, as my experience tells me, impossible. Essentially, be you. Don't depend on other people to tell you that what you're doing is good or acceptable. That's their concern, not yours. -Inuyasha Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Dashster Posted September 18, 2005 Author Share Posted September 18, 2005 Thanks man..I'll keep that in mind Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
james mccloud Posted September 25, 2005 Share Posted September 25, 2005 thank you for clearing that up inuyash now someone please lock this up. AND DELETE IT!!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Galactic Jaguar Posted September 25, 2005 Share Posted September 25, 2005 Yeah lock it...too much negative stuff here :) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
rebel_gunman Posted September 25, 2005 Share Posted September 25, 2005 Nope... It's still unlocked. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TravisFox Posted September 25, 2005 Share Posted September 25, 2005 Life aint all sunshine sometimes you have to look at the cold hard facts in order to move on from the problem. And the facts are always soemthing everyone wants to see but it something more that they have to see in order to grow. Just part of life. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
rebel_gunman Posted September 25, 2005 Share Posted September 25, 2005 :shock: That... was... DEEP!!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TravisFox Posted September 25, 2005 Share Posted September 25, 2005 I'm 20 years old and lived a hard life it's not too suprising actually. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ludvig11 Posted September 25, 2005 Share Posted September 25, 2005 It can always be worse. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TravisFox Posted September 25, 2005 Share Posted September 25, 2005 I am well aware of that....beileve me....It could always be worse...you could be dead. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
rebel_gunman Posted September 25, 2005 Share Posted September 25, 2005 Don't remind me of that!!! I just signed for the draft, and you know what that means!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TravisFox Posted September 25, 2005 Share Posted September 25, 2005 So what? You die. No avoiding it. I'd rather go oput in the blaze of glory rather thanis freaking hospital bed anyday. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
rebel_gunman Posted September 25, 2005 Share Posted September 25, 2005 Good point. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ranger One Posted September 25, 2005 Share Posted September 25, 2005 "I'd rather go oput in the blaze of glory rather thanis freaking hospital bed anyday." Blaze of Glory... what would you consider that to be? Okay, don't bash me for this: dying for a cause just for personal glory or something like that................ is just stupid. Whats the point to it? You're dead, it doesn't matter anymore. Dying for ones country, doing ones duty, ...... I'd consider that to be worthwhile. But it's even better to LIVE and do ones duty for ones country: A dead hero is just that, a dead hero. A live hero can go on to do more for their country and their friends. Risking your life for a friend or a stranger would also be worthwhile. But the greatest act anyone can do is lay down their life for the life of another. But this should be a last resort: Lifes too precious to waste. Hell, I nearly died at the age of 4 (i came awfuly damn close, i could easily be 6 feet under instead of typing this post.), but i'm not. I'd rather make the most of my life that I can, in whatever way may be best. I don't know what way that may be for me, but i'm sure i'll find it. But lifes too important: make the most of it in whatever way you can, and live it to the fullest. Don't waste it. As for life "not being sunshine"... Yes, i agree. Sometimes, life does suck. Look at our world today: Every day in the news, you'll see at least ONE (if not more, or even mutliples of) the following issues: Rape, Abortion, Murder, Suicide, War, Terrorism... And the list goes on. But there's still GOOD in the world too: Yes, Society may push you down and all, but so what? Its not other peoples opinions that matter in the end: its what you think of YOURSELF. I"ll admit its a good idea to try to make a good impression to some people (like when applying for a job at an interview, ect.), But in the long run, whats the average persons opinion of you going to mater? None. If they think you're strange, so what? I can guarante someone will find THEM strange, and not you. We're all DIFFERENT, and i for one say thats a good thing, it takes all types to do things in this world. And while i'm at it: As for Death: Its always viewed as a negative. Its natural: We're afraid of dying. As Human beings, we WANT to live. No mater what you may think, deep down, some part of you doesn't want to die. Thats normal. Death is always viewed as the end: I don't agree with that. I can NOT agree with that. The world we live in, the REALITY we live in, didn't come about by random chance. The odds of that are incalcuable. Order doesn't just pop out of randomness and chaos. (if it did, we wouldn't have all the turmoil and strife we do in the world today.) And we live in a reality that has a very ordered structure to it. Most scientists, when they study the laws and principles that make up our exsitence, find it hard to deny that SOMEONE or SOMETHING created the reality we live in. I'm not going to go and start talking about religion here, but based on that and some of the stories that people who've had near-death experiences (including a few who were, as far as modern science cares, actually dead for a short ammount of time.), I belvie there's something beyond this life. Death is just a step in the journy. I'll admit, i'm just as scared of dying as the next person, but I know that one day it'll be my turn. I'd like to say i'll be ready when that day comes, but I honestly don't know: none of us do, we don't know how we'll react, only how we HOPE we'll react. But there's something on the other side, and words alone aren't enough to describe it. Even the Immagination is insufficent. I for one hope to know someday, but i'd prefer that day to be a long ways down the road, rather then around the corner. But I hope i'll be ready when it comes, whenever it may be... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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