evilwaffles Posted April 15, 2009 Share Posted April 15, 2009 I'll be getting a class C license so any car that is not a V8 and is a manual I can drive. I'm catching up with some friends tonight, we are going to be playing lots of games, Brawl (I am a god at that game), Mario Kart, CSS and I hope my friend is bringing his 360 and Halo 3. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Julius Quasar Posted April 15, 2009 Share Posted April 15, 2009 It's been a while since the last time I posted something about myself here...so I'll take a few minutes today. Life hasn't been a paradise for me lately, I've been struggling myself to make it through my engineering career. So far, I have had a good performance, but lately, I have had so much trouble to pass my classes, this semester, I'm on the edge of failing 2 of them, I've been doing everything in my power to get a passing grade (60%) to succeed...but god, the pressure I get from my parents and the feeling of losing my time with my gf (since if I don't pass my classes, all my saving money will have to go directly into college funds to pay for my failed classes), I've been planning to spend a lot of time with her this summer( 2 whole months), since we live in different places and I can only visit her 1 or 2 times each year. I can't sleep at night because I'm so worried about that, my girlfriend is the most important thing in my life and even if she tells me not to worry about it...it crushes me over, I'm just glad I can count with her in times of need. My finals are just a few weeks away, and I need to make a damn good grade on them if I want to pass. It's funny to think I had an amazing overall grade of 96% before this semester, and just watch it going down to a pit is making me fell...ugh, really bad. In times like this, I really wish I could just travel ahead on time. I'll keep my hopes high and repeat to myself "Never give up, never surrender" Good luck, Steve9...that all sounds intense... Hey, good luck with everything, Steve9. My life...oh lord. If I posted about everything going wrong I'd take up 3 pages. Well, to sum it up,I feel like a total and utter failure. My dad doesn't approve of anything I do, no matter how hard I try. I told him I was quitting Band and taking the course Multimedia 1 next year and he said that "artists don't make a lot of money". Yeah, Dad, I'm fully aware of that. They only make money if they're dead or famous, and dammit all, I'd rather not be dead and I'm probably not gonna be famous. But I'd rather do something that I love other than something that I hate just cuz it pays big. Then he said something about how I can just "learn it on my own" and that I can't learn music theory or orchestra by myself. "Dad, it's BAND, not orchestra. Orch's for strings." "I knew that." Where is my life going? My grades are dropping, I stay up later each night, I can't stop myself from getting in trouble at school. The only place where I really feel at home is on the internet, specifically SF-O and dA because people don't care about my age or the way I look. I can let it all out, really. That's also a sign that I spend way too much time on the computer. -_-' PLUUUSSS, lately I've been feeling really bad about the way I look. I've always had low self-esteem, but it recently hit an all-time low. I feel fat and hideous... I'm sorry to hear that, Catwings30... I HATE my father, he's the same way.... If it wasn't for SF-O, I, personally, would've killed myself last January...seriously. (But don't you do that, ever.) Don't feel bad about your looks, and don't let others make you feel bad about them either. Well I know how you feel. My dad is always complaining about me helping out with a fan game. He drives me up the wall too. Sure no prob. Your spirits looked like they could use some lifting. My parents are always in my face about everything...it's like I have no privacy whatsoever. But yeah, I see what you mean... Anyway, thanks, Falcory! It's been hard lately, and you just made my day. I hate my entire family, and I wish they'd drop dead, except for my siblings and cousins, whom I don't hate. Woot! 16 today! As soon as I can I am going to go to where ever I need to go and apply for my L permit. And thanks to those of you who have said Happy B-Day already. Happy Birthday, Evilwaffles! And good luck on you L Permit. ********** As for my life, I wish I was never born! My family is getting on my nerves, this time they've gone too far. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PuffNStuff Posted April 16, 2009 Share Posted April 16, 2009 If they have gone to far, say fuk em. Move away. I did. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Julius Quasar Posted April 16, 2009 Share Posted April 16, 2009 If they have gone to far, say fuk em. Move away. I did. You said it, PuffNStuff... I WILL move away the instant I'm hired for the Post Office. I'll never move back in with my scummy family again. The only way I ever move back in with them is because I'm just ashes in an urn. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Falcory Posted April 16, 2009 Share Posted April 16, 2009 You said it, PuffNStuff... I WILL move away the instant I'm hired for the Post Office. I'll never move back in with my scummy family again. The only way I ever move back in with them is because I'm just ashes in an urn. Don't say stuff like that! I know your family can make you upset sometimes but saying things like you wish they were dead is the anger talking. If you try to hate your family you'll end up regreting that descion in the long run. Because they're your family. You can't pick em. They are a part of who you are. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Julius Quasar Posted April 16, 2009 Share Posted April 16, 2009 Don't say stuff like that! I know your family can make you upset sometimes but saying things like you wish they were dead is the anger talking. If you try to hate your family you'll end up regreting that descion in the long run. Because they're your family. You can't pick em. They are a part of who you are. Yeah, you're right, Falcory...I'm just under a lot of stress right now...I almost started drinking again, like I was doing in '06...been a rough few years for me. Tax time is the worst for me, my dad always takes until the last minute to do the taxes, and we all have to help him, and it turns into a fight. My dad is losing his hearing, and we have to shout for him to hear us. He's getting more absent minded every day. My mom is having conniption fits, and she's going senile. She couldn't do a simple thing like unlock a door, today, and she's misplacing stuff, constantly, when it's right there in front of her...even she admits there's something wrong. My sister's now ex-boyfriend kicked her out of their place. My oldest sister, who's a cop, almost got killed by a suspect recently... I love my older sisters, and I worry about them, especially now more than ever. I have a white streak in my hair. I need to move out, though, because my mom and dad are adding to my worries and stress. I will move out ASAP. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
evilwaffles Posted April 16, 2009 Share Posted April 16, 2009 That sounds like the best course of action Julius. Just recently at a nearby LAN center they were having a Brawl tournament, I signed up two weeks ago, the winner gets a plasma tv! first match is not too far from now, if I recall rightly I am up against a Mario player. Well, this Sunday I am heading up to the north of my state to do some school crap. Conscription, don't you just hate it? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Falcory Posted April 16, 2009 Share Posted April 16, 2009 That sounds like the best course of action Julius. Just recently at a nearby LAN center they were having a Brawl tournament, I signed up two weeks ago, the winner gets a plasma tv! first match is not too far from now, if I recall rightly I am up against a Mario player. Well, this Sunday I am heading up to the north of my state to do some school crap. Conscription, don't you just hate it? Yeah I agree. But who's going to take care of your parents? Up against Mario huh? You'll mop the floor with him easy. :bday: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
evilwaffles Posted April 16, 2009 Share Posted April 16, 2009 Falco > Mario. I play too much so I should be good. I am going to it now, I might be an hour if I go well. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Falcory Posted April 16, 2009 Share Posted April 16, 2009 Falco > Mario. I play too much so I should be good. I am going to it now, I might be an hour if I go well. You use Falco? Cool. So do I. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Julius Quasar Posted April 16, 2009 Share Posted April 16, 2009 That sounds like the best course of action Julius. Well, this Sunday I am heading up to the north of my state to do some school crap. Conscription, don't you just hate it? Thanks Evilwaffles. Ugh, I agree about school conscription...community service, heh! They may as well put us on a chain gang. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
evilwaffles Posted April 16, 2009 Share Posted April 16, 2009 Well I am in the finals for that tournament, my parents are not happy about it, they thought I would be eliminated first round and therefore have no chance at the TV. Talk about supportive... I've gone into more detail about this in my blog. Ach! Tomorrow I have to go deliver all these phone books to people's houses. Well I guess I am earning my place on the sport team's interstate trip. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Falcory Posted April 16, 2009 Share Posted April 16, 2009 Didja beat the crap outta Mario? :x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
evilwaffles Posted April 16, 2009 Share Posted April 16, 2009 Easily. That guy knows how to use the cape though... he got me twice with that -.- Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PuffNStuff Posted April 16, 2009 Share Posted April 16, 2009 Still no job. I am working on getting a full time job having to do with apprasing foreclosed homes (a lot of those have sprung up recently....) Either the full time job or an internship at a company that can guarantee my engineering degree..... Life gives interesting lemons. I plan to make a huge thing of lemonade and sell it all. I just hope the I have the will power to succeed in this because if I am to fail, I would have to move back home. As to what Julius said earlier, my parents are about the retirement age as well and I can tell they are getting older. My mom is getting mroe and more senile every time i see her, but she is just getting tired of the northern cold. She wants to go back to brazil. As for my dad. As soon as I become successful, I am going to smoke a bowl with that man. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Julius Quasar Posted April 16, 2009 Share Posted April 16, 2009 Still no job. I am working on getting a full time job having to do with apprasing foreclosed homes (a lot of those have sprung up recently....) Either the full time job or an internship at a company that can guarantee my engineering degree..... Life gives interesting lemons. I plan to make a huge thing of lemonade and sell it all. I just hope the I have the will power to succeed in this because if I am to fail, I would have to move back home. As to what Julius said earlier, my parents are about the retirement age as well and I can tell they are getting older. My mom is getting mroe and more senile every time i see her, but she is just getting tired of the northern cold. She wants to go back to brazil. As for my dad. As soon as I become successful, I am going to smoke a bowl with that man. Real Estate Appraisal ain't bad at all, I myself am considering it as an option... Good luck...I myself have my fingers crossed that the USPS hires soon... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PuffNStuff Posted April 16, 2009 Share Posted April 16, 2009 ask ur mom.... Why? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Orbital Fox Posted April 17, 2009 Share Posted April 17, 2009 Damn one and a half more years and i'm out of this shit hole. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
evilwaffles Posted April 17, 2009 Share Posted April 17, 2009 Tomorrow I have a scratch match against a club from a different competition, then I have to go finish this Brawl tournament, then I have to go prepare for my stupid trip up north where I'll be for almost a week. :x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Julius Quasar Posted April 17, 2009 Share Posted April 17, 2009 Mmph, sorry about my long absence on here, my parents are cutting away computer time. ' Anyway, I hate my parents sooo much...and my brother. NOT my cousins or fraternal twin sister, though. My bro and I fight every single day, and I can't keep track of how many times I've punched him in the face. (Not kidding.) I just HATE him. Frankly, if my brother died, I...(I can't believe I'm saying this) wouldn't care at all. UGH, my mom! Every day when I wake up it's to her screaming at me to get out of bed, lose weight because I look "fat", brush my hair, and clean up my room. When I get home, she's constantly nagging me and getting on my nerves. Every day, she always brings me down or destroys my good mood. She's never complementing me, it's always an insult or whatever. The fact that I might not be able to get online for the whole dang summer is also depressing...I think I posted it on Sign-In/Sign-Out sheet, I'm not sure. Admitting truth: I once thought about suicide, never took action. A good thing, too. And once again, all I've got to post is bad news. xD Awww, I'm sorry catwings30...oh, man.... I hope things get better for you, don't kill yourself, okay? hang in there, catwings30, I care 'bout you, and so do others. :x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PuffNStuff Posted April 17, 2009 Share Posted April 17, 2009 i got recommened to apply for an internship at some company by their engineer. (chose not to name the co.) The last intern from our school that worked their now travels the world with 60,000+ a year. (first 2 years out too) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest krystal08 Posted April 18, 2009 Share Posted April 18, 2009 my friend just bought himself a manual pickup truck wich is nice!but,he don't want to use it for some reason...i think he's scare of broking the transmission... :krystal: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Falcory Posted April 18, 2009 Share Posted April 18, 2009 Well a cousin of mine is in the hospital right now. She fell out of a two story window and broke both of her legs. Nobody is sure if she'll even walk again... On a side-note an Old friend and I just had a fight earlier. He stole something from my house and my mom caught him in the act. *Sighs* Well I had kinda saw it comin anyways... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Julius Quasar Posted April 18, 2009 Share Posted April 18, 2009 Well a cousin of mine is in the hospital right now. She fell out of a two story window and broke both of her legs. Nobody is sure if she'll even walk again... On a side-note an Old friend and I just had a fight earlier. He stole something from my house and my mom caught him in the act. *Sighs* Well I had kinda saw it comin anyways... Sorry to hear that, Falcory...I hope your cousin doesn't lose her ability to walk and sorry about your friend, I've been there myself... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Falcory Posted April 18, 2009 Share Posted April 18, 2009 Sorry to hear that, Falcory...I hope your cousin doesn't lose her ability to walk and sorry about your friend, I've been there myself... I feel real sorry for her because she plays for her school's basket ball team. Now she may never be able to play again... Ah, Mike was an old friend but he was a shifty one. I had suspicions that he was jacking cars from one neighborhood. Plus I know I saw him shoplift once. I probably should have ended our friendship long ago... GOD! I'm such an idiot!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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