Thunderstar Posted July 29, 2009 Share Posted July 29, 2009 Thanks man, and I'm sorry for yours and catwings' pain, especially.(my stupid crappy computer keeps crashing, this is the third damn time I've had to type this post )I just really hate my parents...now more than EVER. I hope Al's business starts soon so I can work for him, and move out.I almost can't recall the last time I was ever truly happy....Actually, that happened last month.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Julius Quasar Posted July 29, 2009 Share Posted July 29, 2009 Actually, that happened last month....really? I...have trouble remembering...what was it about? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Star Fox Runner Posted July 29, 2009 Share Posted July 29, 2009 URGH! We went out to eat sushi and everything was going fine...I was in a great mood, until we came back. My sister wouldn't let me go into the bathroom to take a shower, so we started fighting. (Such a stupid reason to fight but we just don't get along.) Not a catfight or yelling at each other, I mean a real fistfight. I swung a punch and missed, and then she took advantage of me and shoved me really hard against the door. There was a loud SNAP and we slowly turned around...There was a crack running half-way through it. My dad saw it and was so furious that he slapped me. My sister went into the kitchen to get a tub of ice cream while I got punished! I HATE this! How can he be so unfair?My cheek is still stinging and I have several huge bruises from the fight, and there's a gigantic on on my back where I hit the door. I'm gonna be so sore for tennis tomorrow...To make matters worse, over the summer I gained NINE POUNDS! Damn it all, I'm officially overweight. I feel terrible and ugly, I'm not fit to be anything. My fraternal twin weighs about 40 pounds less. (Yes, I weighed myself finally after the door incident.) I don't want to ever go near that scale again.Forget my dreams. Check the stats: skinnier women get payed more than heavier ones. I'm probably going to have a dead-end job as a boring secretary with a husband who's addicted to porn and a stinky little shack for a home. I just can't think right now. Have you ever had that happened? have you ever been very happy and content only to find yourself unhappier than before in just 15 minutes?I hate this all. I just want to disappear............SHIT GIRL. I look at the fights I have with my parents, then I see the crap people on here go through with their parents, I realize I have it easy. I don't really know what to say about that one, except that a parent should never lay their hands on their child like that.About being happy one minute and then things go to hell the next, that happens to me constantly.Don't worry about your weight, take a look at me, 5 ft 7 in, 189 pounds with little to no muscle. If anyone should be worried about their weight its ME. In society, they say sex sells, but at what cost to others? All it does is bring other people down. And why would you wanna be like that? Majority of the time, those "attractive women" are downright BITCHES who only care about themselves. There are a few gems here and there, but there are still evil women who just use sex to get their way. You on the other hand seem like a genuinely caring person Catwings. Don't ever change. You say your unattractive, I don't believe it, but even if it was true, I guarantee you will find someone who will love you for who you are, not how you look. Anyone who says otherwise needs a swift kick to the face. Don't ever change. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Julius Quasar Posted July 29, 2009 Share Posted July 29, 2009 ....I don't really know what to say about that one, except that a parent should never lay their hands on their child like that. In society, they say sex sells, but at what cost to others? All it does is bring other people down. And why would you wanna be like that? Majority of the time, those "attractive women" are downright BITCHES who only care about themselves. There are a few gems here and there, but there are still evil women who just use sex to get their way. You on the other hand seem like a genuinely caring person Catwings. Don't ever change.I agree there...don't dwell on looks, catwings, you're still a great person...if employers can't see that, then they ain't worth working for...(especially if they're anything like my dad, he has his own practice...)...and if a guy can't see how great you really are, then that's his deal...even if he looks like an Adonis, and he rejects you based on looks, then he's ugly on the inside, and you don't want to associate with anyone who has total inner ugliness Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Thunderstar Posted July 29, 2009 Share Posted July 29, 2009 really? I...have trouble remembering...what was it about?The get out of the house prob was last month probably.Majority of the time, those "attractive women" are downright BITCHES who only care about themselves. There are a few gems here and there, but there are still evil women who just use sex to get their way.Someone I know is somehow like that, on the other hand, she's sometimes nice, then in public= .I don't believe it, but even if it was true, I guarantee you will find someone who will love you for who you are, not how you look.Big or small, you can win with skill. ~ThunderstarSomehow another way how to say that. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Julius Quasar Posted July 29, 2009 Share Posted July 29, 2009 The get out of the house prob was last month probably.That was a snake oil promise my dad's client made, so she could weasel out of paying the bill...I'm stuck here... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Thunderstar Posted July 29, 2009 Share Posted July 29, 2009 That was a snake oil promise my dad's client made, so she could weasel out of paying the bill...I'm stuck here...Iz that a... figure of speech? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Julius Quasar Posted July 29, 2009 Share Posted July 29, 2009 Iz that a... figure of speech? yes...that client made a fake promise to my dad, saying she could get me a job with the post office, claiming she "knew somebody"...less than 2 days later, we realized it was a lie. (long story as to how it we realized was a lie)...the client was supposed to pay my dad, since he finished her work, but when she was supposed to pay, my dumb dad told her that I was trying to get into the post office, and she made that fake promise, and my stupid dad forgot to ask for the bill...we lost contact with that client. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Thunderstar Posted July 29, 2009 Share Posted July 29, 2009 Ohhhh, okay.... :oops: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Julius Quasar Posted July 29, 2009 Share Posted July 29, 2009 Ohhhh, okay.... yeah, my dad's a lawyer...I never want to be one...ever...I don't wanna be a professional anything....I don't even wanna go to college...my dad's law degree didn't do squat for us, he and mom are working past retirement, we almost lost the house 10 years ago to foreclosure, and we've always been broke, as far back as I can remember...throughout the past we've had cars repossessed, utilities shut off, no food...*sighs* Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Thunderstar Posted July 29, 2009 Share Posted July 29, 2009 Your dad's a... LAWYER?! Somehow I have a feeling I want to be one I grow up. O_o Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kursed Posted July 29, 2009 Share Posted July 29, 2009 URGH! We went out to eat sushi and everything was going fine...I was in a great mood, until we came back. My sister wouldn't let me go into the bathroom to take a shower, so we started fighting. (Such a stupid reason to fight but we just don't get along.) Not a catfight or yelling at each other, I mean a real fistfight. I swung a punch and missed, and then she took advantage of me and shoved me really hard against the door. There was a loud SNAP and we slowly turned around...There was a crack running half-way through it. My dad saw it and was so furious that he slapped me. My sister went into the kitchen to get a tub of ice cream while I got punished! I HATE this! How can he be so unfair?My cheek is still stinging and I have several huge bruises from the fight, and there's a gigantic on on my back where I hit the door. I'm gonna be so sore for tennis tomorrow...To make matters worse, over the summer I gained NINE POUNDS! Damn it all, I'm officially overweight. I feel terrible and ugly, I'm not fit to be anything. My fraternal twin weighs about 40 pounds less. (Yes, I weighed myself finally after the door incident.) I don't want to ever go near that scale again.Forget my dreams. Check the stats: skinnier women get payed more than heavier ones. I'm probably going to have a dead-end job as a boring secretary with a husband who's addicted to porn and a stinky little shack for a home. I just can't think right now. Have you ever had that happened? have you ever been very happy and content only to find yourself unhappier than before in just 15 minutes?I hate this all. I just want to disappear.you need to relax Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Asper Sarnoff Posted July 29, 2009 Share Posted July 29, 2009 When I read about all the crap you have to take, especially Catwing and Julius, it almost makes me lose all faith in humanity. It also makes me realise how lucky I should consider myself.I want you both to know that no matter what amount of crap the world decides to throw in your faces, I'll be here, to listen to what you say, to believe in you, and to support you when the clouds are at their darkest and the storms at their hardest.To Julius I want to say, with the danger of sounding like an arrogant Jedi from Star Wars, that hate never leads to anything good, try to let go of your anger. I know this may sound hard (and a bit cheesy) but I want you to try nonetheless.To Catwings, I have seen some pictures of you in the pictures thread, and you are not by any means ugly!I would say that I think you look beautyfull, better than any of those spoiled and arrogant models that so many are obsessed with.And don't be to afraid about gained weight. It doesn't take a lot of effort to train it away. Make it a habit to run a few kilometres a few times a week, and do as many situ-ps as you can before going to bed in the evening.About me: Not much new, still doing some work on the farm, writing on my fanfics from time to time and working on my car when I feel for it. Restoring an classic car is really something special, putting your soul into it and truly make it your own. I can't wait until I get it ready for the road though. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kursed Posted July 29, 2009 Share Posted July 29, 2009 When I read about all the crap you have to take, especially Catwing and Julius, it almost makes me lose all faith in humanity. It also makes me realise how lucky I should consider myself.I want you both to know that no matter what amount of crap the world decides to throw in your faces, I'll be here, to listen to what you say, to believe in you, and to support you when the clouds are at their darkest and the storms at their hardest.To Julius I want to say, with the danger of sounding like an arrogant Jedi from Star Wars, that hate never leads to anything good, try to let go of your anger. I know this may sound hard (and a bit cheesy) but I want you to try nonetheless.To Catwings, I have seen some pictures of you in the pictures thread, and you are not by any means ugly!I would say that I think you look beautyfull, better than any of those spoiled and arrogant models that so many are obsessed with.And don't be to afraid about gained weight. It doesn't take a lot of effort to train it away. Make it a habit to run a few kilometres a few times a week, and do as many situ-ps as you can before going to bed in the evening.About me: Not much new, still doing some work on the farm, writing on my fanfics from time to time and working on my car when I feel for it. Restoring an classic car is really something special, putting your soul into it and truly make it your own. I can't wait until I get it ready for the road though.agreed those models are mosly spoiled brats Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Para Astaroth Posted July 29, 2009 Share Posted July 29, 2009 ...I'm not even going to discuss about mine because my parents are extreeemmmeeellyyyyy retarded... I'm like the only one in my house to understand things than them because it takes them like 30 seconds to catch on when it takes me only 5 seconds. Ugh... that's all I'm going to say... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Julius Quasar Posted July 30, 2009 Share Posted July 30, 2009 Your dad's a... LAWYER?! Somehow I have a feeling I want to be one I grow up. DON'T be a lawyer....worst kinda profession to enter...When I read about all the crap you have to take, especially Catwing and Julius, it almost makes me lose all faith in humanity. It also makes me realise how lucky I should consider myself.I want you both to know that no matter what amount of crap the world decides to throw in your faces, I'll be here, to listen to what you say, to believe in you, and to support you when the clouds are at their darkest and the storms at their hardest.To Julius I want to say, with the danger of sounding like an arrogant Jedi from Star Wars, that hate never leads to anything good, try to let go of your anger. I know this may sound hard (and a bit cheesy) but I want you to try nonetheless.To Catwings, I have seen some pictures of you in the pictures thread, and you are not by any means ugly!I would say that I think you look beautyfull, better than any of those spoiled and arrogant models that so many are obsessed with.And don't be to afraid about gained weight. It doesn't take a lot of effort to train it away. Make it a habit to run a few kilometres a few times a week, and do as many situ-ps as you can before going to bed in the evening.About me: Not much new, still doing some work on the farm, writing on my fanfics from time to time and working on my car when I feel for it. Restoring an classic car is really something special, putting your soul into it and truly make it your own. I can't wait until I get it ready for the road though.But Darth Sideous told me that hate is good...let the hate flow through me! thanks man, good luck on that car!agreed those models are mosly spoiled bratsI agree too, my buddy Dexter's ex-wife is a model, and she's the queen of 3-headed mega-bitchesUgh, if only life were fair. For now, I just gotta wait till things improve. The weather isn't helping, it's been raining nonstop and my whole body aches from last night.I totally understand...lol, as I was reading through this, I was thinking "retirement home." I hope things get better for ya, Julius.Thank you so much, Star Fox Runner...I really am glad that I have friends who support me here, I'd probably be in a much worse state if I didn't have you guys to talk to.Aw, thank you, Asper. I'll take your advice. Well, I haven't said a word to my dad all day...he asked me about how tennis went and I just grunted. Also, I've got really deep circles under my eyes since I fell asleep on the couch after staying up until who knows when, which caused me to play terribly at the courts. The circles under my eyes are really deep and I tried to fix it by taking a long, three hour siesta. Of course, it didn't do much, but I felt a lot better. I don't have to deal with some certain things while I'm asleep.thanks catwings, and I hope you feel better, and I hope things improve for you too...*stares at lottery ticket * Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kursed Posted July 30, 2009 Share Posted July 30, 2009 Ugh, if only life were fair. For now, I just gotta wait till things improve. The weather isn't helping, it's been raining nonstop and my whole body aches from last night.I totally understand...lol, as I was reading through this, I was thinking "retirement home." I hope things get better for ya, Julius.Thank you so much, Star Fox Runner...I really am glad that I have friends who support me here, I'd probably be in a much worse state if I didn't have you guys to talk to.Aw, thank you, Asper. I'll take your advice. Well, I haven't said a word to my dad all day...he asked me about how tennis went and I just grunted. Also, I've got really deep circles under my eyes since I fell asleep on the couch after staying up until who knows when, which caused me to play terribly at the courts. The circles under my eyes are really deep and I tried to fix it by taking a long, three hour siesta. Of course, it didn't do much, but I felt a lot better. I don't have to deal with some certain things while I'm asleep.I'm glad I can Help and i'll try my best to always be here for you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Julius Quasar Posted July 30, 2009 Share Posted July 30, 2009 I'm glad I can Help and i'll try my best to always be here for you.same here! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Thunderstar Posted July 30, 2009 Share Posted July 30, 2009 Everyone in SF-O will be there.As someone (or Julius) stated, SF-O is a family, on the web. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Julius Quasar Posted July 30, 2009 Share Posted July 30, 2009 Everyone in SF-O will be there.As someone (or Julius) stated, SF-O is a family, on the web.*plays the "Cheers" theme song* I don't remember saying that, but I agree with you nonetheless...today I saw Harry Potter, again..anything to get/stay out of the house Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Braux Posted July 30, 2009 Share Posted July 30, 2009 Well Catwings, Hope everything goes out well for you. Sheesh, it sounds hard to live there... That makes my family look like the ones on those 30's movie reels... :lol: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Star Fox Runner Posted July 30, 2009 Share Posted July 30, 2009 Thank you so much, Star Fox Runner...I really am glad that I have friends who support me here, I'd probably be in a much worse state if I didn't have you guys to talk to.That's what we do, and that's what friends are for. We wouldn't be good friends if we didn't give you a shoulder to lean on.*plays the "Cheers" theme song* lol Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Julius Quasar Posted July 30, 2009 Share Posted July 30, 2009 Aw, thank you, everybody! *in tears*Well, on a different note, I'm trying to write poetry. I suck, but practice makes perfect. Also, my dad tried apologizing, but I'm not sure whether I should accept or not.*sigh* Tennis was canceled today. I'm stuck at home and it's raining outside.You're welcome catwings.Why should you accept his apology? He don't don't deserve forgiveness, after treating you like crap and my parents sure as heck don't deserve forgiveness, they never even apologize....sorry to hear about your Tennis getting canceled.***As for me, my ass**** parents have become insufferable...today I snapped and I actually called my mom an idiot, and she lost her temper and screamed at me, although I called her an idiot for screaming and yelling at me earlier for no good reason....I'll hate my parents long after they're dead.Just 'cause dad's health is deteriorating, and he lost some legal battles I'm being demonized...I didn't cause those woes, and I've been helping out extra hard around here, and yet those 2 ungrateful old !@$% don't appreciate it...mom told me she was disgusted by my behavior, and that I was adding to everyone's problems...oh, and she isn't, with all of her nagging? and dad's all up on the cross, just 'cause he's sick...he thinks he is entitled to be horrible to everyone.God, I can't wait for Fall, that's when I'll be able to start my new job, and by Christmas I'll be moving out (God willing). Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Thunderstar Posted July 30, 2009 Share Posted July 30, 2009 Yesterday, in the Portland area, I think we broke the heat record. 108 degrees .------------------------Why should you accept his apology? He don't don't deserve forgiveness, after treating you like crap and my parents sure as heck don't deserve forgiveness, they never even apologize....Well, for me it's better to forgive becuzzz, it's nice, or kind to forgive. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ARWINGCOMMANDER 3987 Posted July 30, 2009 Share Posted July 30, 2009 I STILL can't stop hating myself most of the time, now it's because I keep forgetting the Fanart policy! I don't know why I still have friends here!! :x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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