Your Life

[Guest krystal08]

almost scraped up the corpo truck today...god this freaking dude never check both site before rolling over 60? at least,nothing bad happen. Ho and i scrapped up 2 train wagons....stupid loader....

[Asper Sarnoff]

Helped a cow to give birth today, not the most pleasant experience I've had... Got sprayed by blood and lots of slimy... bits.

If anyone think that the simple farmlife could be anything for them, then I strongly urge you to reconsider.

[Guest Julius Quasar]

I walked into a light pole today because i was so tiered, I cannot adjust to new time zones that well... Went to 2 hell good sport games today, 6 hours later i find myself in KFC asking for a big mac, that's me tiered for you...

sorry to hear that, hope u feel better

Helped a cow to give birth today, not the most pleasant experience I've had... Got sprayed by blood and lots of slimy... bits.

If anyone think that the simple farmlife could be anything for them, then I strongly urge you to reconsider.

no thanks 

I'm exhausted...help my mom all day to set up her classroom for her school she teaches at....

too tired to work on my fanfic today :(

[Sylum]

In the span of 2 hours

1. Only person in the back warehouse

2. Order of 2000 feet of 3 inch around cable

3. order of 250 feet

3.a. 200

3.b. 400

4. Order just short of 1 mile of cable comes in of 1 inch around cable

5. 2 frieght trucks need unloading

6. multiple pallets of stock put up.

Started at 3 ended at 5.

[Yorokobi-Ageru]

Ain't no sunshine when she's gone. She always gone too long. Anytime she goes away. 

I hate it when that happens. They say they'll be back, but never do. Sad. lol...

[Yorokobi-Ageru]

The song just makes me cry.... "I wonder this time where she's gone...I wonder if she's gonna stay...ain't no sunshine when she's gone, and this house just ain't no home..."

If I had to make a list of sad, romantic songs, Ain't No Sunshine would be near the top of the list. :'(

Hm. I agree 100%. We should make one Lol

[Asper Sarnoff]

Sorry to hear about that mess you're going trough Cat, I really am.

[Sarita]

After 6 hours with people asking me the same questions, I definitely would've been "you want to see crazy? ask me the same question one more time. I DARE you"

I've been through those questions. They suck. I was real pissed when my mom made my appointment with the psychologist.

They use such condescending tones and treat you like a criminal. You want to piss me off? Talk down to me.

(Oops, got caught up in my own social mini-rant, sorry Good luck with the crazy doctor)

[Kursed]

Teehee! I love cows, especially cute little calves. <3 They're so docile and sweet, with their big brown eyes and long lashes.

Anyway, guess what?!? I FOUND MY DAD'S OLD AIWA STEREO RADIO CASSETTE PLAYER YESTERDAY! WHOOO! Now I can play all our my (the rents say the player and the tapes are officially mine!) tapes! I've been listening to them nonstop, and I'm still listening to them now. I love it sooo much. T_T

Well, my parents didn't want me telling anyone, but guess what? Today they said I was going to a physical exam, and I was all like "Erm, okay." I went there all jolly, but then we went into the ER. I was like, "WTF?"

Turns out that it was a goddamn PSYCHOLOGICAL exam! AUGH! So my mom really was suspicious about the blade, and she brought me there on a recommendation after telling my doctor. I had to talk to about 5 nurses and therapists for hours, and I sat in there all alone...they made me promise not to "hurt anyone else or myself" in the first 15 minutes, they took away all "dangerous" objects: my spiral notebook, my tapes, my AIWA player (I was like, "NYUUUUUUU!!") and my pencil. Shiiiuuutt. So basically I was in mental quarantine, placed in a tiny room with nothing but a bench. When I told them I would like to draw, they gave me a pack of coloring sheets and crayons. ._. I'm 15, for Pete's sake. But I stood up and found that they had left my sharpie, so I used that instead to draw all over Barbie's stupid unshaded face.

I was furious because my mom had lied to me and looked into my personal business. I even think she's been reading my (Oooh, Dust in the Wind is playing! Sorry, momentary distraction by tapes :3 "I clooose my eyes, only for a moment, and the moment's gone...."

*sings in a pitiful wail*) posts here on SF-O. Are you reading this? Eh? If you are, GET LOST. This is my own beeswax! T_T

When I was talking to the nurses and therapists, they were extremely nice....but they asked me all the same questions, so I repeated the same answers. Over and over and over. Well, I was diagnosed with a heavy chronic depression and (oooh! This song is so romantic and sad *is listening to*

I memorized the lyrics. ) and I'm scheduled with an appointment next Thursday. A therapy thing, I think. I tried reading about what it was, but I was so hungry I couldn't concentrate. (We were there from 11 AM-4 PM).

Grr. I'm officially messed up in the head. I hope you guys don't mind all this, and I hope this doesn't prevent any of you from being my friends. ;n;

I'm not even feeling that sad right now, just frustrated. My tapes provide momentary happiness, as you can obviously see.

what blade and WHAT!!!!!!!!1

[Guest krystal08]

I ACTUALLY, HAVE NO MORE IDEAS FOR MY STORY :'( :'(

[Kursed]

I ACTUALLY, HAVE NO MORE IDEAS FOR MY STORY :'( :'(

hope you get some

well onmy end my roleplaying at one site has just hit rock bottom I think it was either yesterday or thursday somebody posting some roleplaying guidelines marking Mind reading and stuff like telepathy that krystal has as godmodding.....Really hit me hard....specaially considering people are using character able to form orbs of destruction in their hands and Vampires and Gods and demi-gods.

[evilwaffles]

But... I am a god :p

[Sarita]

My tablet decided that the right 1/5th of the drawing area a sensitivity dead zone. It reads it as the edge of the draw area.

Bamboos fcking suck.

[Guest Julius Quasar]

In the span of 2 hours

1. Only person in the back warehouse

2. Order of 2000 feet of 3 inch around cable

3. order of 250 feet

3.a. 200

3.b. 400

4. Order just short of 1 mile of cable comes in of 1 inch around cable

5. 2 frieght trucks need unloading

6. multiple pallets of stock put up.

Started at 3 ended at 5.

oh, sh**, you poor guy...you must be exhausted.  Sorry to hear that!

Teehee! I love cows, especially cute little calves. <3 They're so docile and sweet, with their big brown eyes and long lashes.

Anyway, guess what?!? I FOUND MY DAD'S OLD AIWA STEREO RADIO CASSETTE PLAYER YESTERDAY! WHOOO! Now I can play all our my (the rents say the player and the tapes are officially mine!) tapes! I've been listening to them nonstop, and I'm still listening to them now. I love it sooo much. T_T

Well, my parents didn't want me telling anyone, but guess what? Today they said I was going to a physical exam, and I was all like "Erm, okay." I went there all jolly, but then we went into the ER. I was like, "WTF?"

Turns out that it was a goddamn PSYCHOLOGICAL exam! AUGH! So my mom really was suspicious about the blade, and she brought me there on a recommendation after telling my doctor. I had to talk to about 5 nurses and therapists for hours, and I sat in there all alone...they made me promise not to "hurt anyone else or myself" in the first 15 minutes, they took away all "dangerous" objects: my spiral notebook, my tapes, my AIWA player (I was like, "NYUUUUUUU!!") and my pencil. Shiiiuuutt. So basically I was in mental quarantine, placed in a tiny room with nothing but a bench. When I told them I would like to draw, they gave me a pack of coloring sheets and crayons. ._. I'm 15, for Pete's sake. But I stood up and found that they had left my sharpie, so I used that instead to draw all over Barbie's stupid unshaded face.

I was furious because my mom had lied to me and looked into my personal business. I even think she's been reading my (Oooh, Dust in the Wind is playing! Sorry, momentary distraction by tapes :3 "I clooose my eyes, only for a moment, and the moment's gone...."

*sings in a pitiful wail*) posts here on SF-O. Are you reading this? Eh? If you are, GET LOST. This is my own beeswax! T_T

When I was talking to the nurses and therapists, they were extremely nice....but they asked me all the same questions, so I repeated the same answers. Over and over and over. Well, I was diagnosed with a heavy chronic depression and (oooh! This song is so romantic and sad *is listening to*

I memorized the lyrics. ) and I'm scheduled with an appointment next Thursday. A therapy thing, I think. I tried reading about what it was, but I was so hungry I couldn't concentrate. (We were there from 11 AM-4 PM).

Grr. I'm officially messed up in the head. I hope you guys don't mind all this, and I hope this doesn't prevent any of you from being my friends. ;n;

I'm not even feeling that sad right now, just frustrated. My tapes provide momentary happiness, as you can obviously see.

that ain't right, your parents are as crappy as mine, in different ways tho...

After 6 hours with people asking me the same questions, I definitely would've been "you want to see crazy? ask me the same question one more time. I DARE you"

I've been through those questions. They suck. I was real pissed when my mom made my appointment with the psychologist.

They use such condescending tones and treat you like a criminal. You want to piss me off? Talk down to me.

(Oops, got caught up in my own social mini-rant, sorry Good luck with the crazy doctor)

I hear ya'!

I ACTUALLY, HAVE NO MORE IDEAS FOR MY STORY :'( :'(

sorry bud, I hope you get some...I'm having writer's block myself.

hope you get some

well onmy end my roleplaying at one site has just hit rock bottom I think it was either yesterday or thursday somebody posting some roleplaying guidelines marking Mind reading and stuff like telepathy that krystal has as godmodding.....Really hit me hard....specaially considering people are using character able to form orbs of destruction in their hands and Vampires and Gods and demi-gods.

sheesh, sorry to hear that...I'm sorry I haven't been at that site in, like, forever...every time I go there, my computer says it's an "attack site", and It blocked me form going there now.

*****************

I was able to escape to the mall today, and I met/made a new friend. 

[Star Fox Runner]

Well, my parents didn't want me telling anyone, but guess what? Today they said I was going to a physical exam, and I was all like "Erm, okay." I went there all jolly, but then we went into the ER. I was like, "WTF?"

Turns out that it was a goddamn PSYCHOLOGICAL exam! AUGH! So my mom really was suspicious about the blade, and she brought me there on a recommendation after telling my doctor. I had to talk to about 5 nurses and therapists for hours, and I sat in there all alone...they made me promise not to "hurt anyone else or myself" in the first 15 minutes, they took away all "dangerous" objects: my spiral notebook, my tapes, my AIWA player (I was like, "NYUUUUUUU!!") and my pencil. Shiiiuuutt. So basically I was in mental quarantine, placed in a tiny room with nothing but a bench. When I told them I would like to draw, they gave me a pack of coloring sheets and crayons. ._. I'm 15, for Pete's sake. But I stood up and found that they had left my sharpie, so I used that instead to draw all over Barbie's stupid unshaded face.

I was furious because my mom had lied to me and looked into my personal business. I even think she's been reading my (Oooh, Dust in the Wind is playing! Sorry, momentary distraction by tapes :3 "I clooose my eyes, only for a moment, and the moment's gone...."

*sings in a pitiful wail*) posts here on SF-O. Are you reading this? Eh? If you are, GET LOST. This is my own beeswax! T_T

When I was talking to the nurses and therapists, they were extremely nice....but they asked me all the same questions, so I repeated the same answers. Over and over and over. Well, I was diagnosed with a heavy chronic depression and (oooh! This song is so romantic and sad *is listening to*

I memorized the lyrics. ) and I'm scheduled with an appointment next Thursday. A therapy thing, I think. I tried reading about what it was, but I was so hungry I couldn't concentrate. (We were there from 11 AM-4 PM).

Grr. I'm officially messed up in the head. I hope you guys don't mind all this, and I hope this doesn't prevent any of you from being my friends. ;n;

I'm not even feeling that sad right now, just frustrated. My tapes provide momentary happiness, as you can obviously see.

WTF!!! That's gotta be the worst. Seriously, My parents sent me to a shrink when they took me off the ADHD meds, and I felt like crap. And more and more recently, they've been talking about sending me back, so I've had to smooth talk em' out of it.

Now I finally get what you were talking about when you told the blade story, that has got to suck big time. Prayers are with ya girl, hopefully you can get out of going to the shrink.

[Yorokobi-Ageru]

I hope I'm wrong.

Horribly, utterly, considerably wrong.

But I just called my ex who promised to come back to me. It's been about 2 months of waiting. Of promises. Of "I'll be back. Just a little longer." She held me by my nose and drug me around like a lost child.

She has promised me she would be back. She swore she would never hurt me during this time. She promised she wouldn't do anything with another guy. Said she needed to get everything straightened out. Told me time and time again that she'd never do anything like that....

But I gave her cell phone a call. Earlier today she told me not to call it. Wouldn't give me a plausible reason. Well I forgot, and I called it a couple minutes ago.

A guy answered. I asked "Is Santan there?" he said "She's asleep" then hung up.

I calle dback and Santana answered the phone and told me not to call for a while.

I'm on the phone with one of my closest friends who is trying his hardest to cheer me up. It's not his fault. But I've fallen so hard for this girl that...it's just not working.

I needed to get a lot of this off my chest...advice would be accepted. I wouldn't care. I'm going to find out if I'm just....REALLY paranoid...or...well...yea. Wish me luck, guys ^_^

[Asper Sarnoff]

What a lying b@#$%! I wouldn't worry about her, someone who can't hold such a promise for only two months isn't worth your time.

If you want to talk out some more about this, then I'll be here to listen. Bets of luck.

[evilwaffles]

Well I am back home safe and sound. I had a full on four days in Melbourne, it was jammed packed full of stuff. I managed to score my favourite player's signitures, I found some zapper pens, lighters and hand buzzers for sale, I wasted all my money and brought home the NORMAL flu. Had a ton of fun, specialy shaving one of my team's eyebrows :P

[Kursed]

I hope I'm wrong.

Horribly, utterly, considerably wrong.

But I just called my ex who promised to come back to me. It's been about 2 months of waiting. Of promises. Of "I'll be back. Just a little longer." She held me by my nose and drug me around like a lost child.

She has promised me she would be back. She swore she would never hurt me during this time. She promised she wouldn't do anything with another guy. Said she needed to get everything straightened out. Told me time and time again that she'd never do anything like that....

But I gave her cell phone a call. Earlier today she told me not to call it. Wouldn't give me a plausible reason. Well I forgot, and I called it a couple minutes ago.

A guy answered. I asked "Is Santan there?" he said "She's asleep" then hung up.

I calle dback and Santana answered the phone and told me not to call for a while.

I'm on the phone with one of my closest friends who is trying his hardest to cheer me up. It's not his fault. But I've fallen so hard for this girl that...it's just not working.

I needed to get a lot of this off my chest...advice would be accepted. I wouldn't care. I'm going to find out if I'm just....REALLY paranoid...or...well...yea. Wish me luck, guys

look at it this way being single you have the luxary of focusing on yourself and not two people

[Guest krystal08]

holy shit! i didn't slept last night! i got two page of ideas!!!! this is great!!! i'm good for 10 chapters!!!! youuuuuuuwhouuuuuuuu

[Guest Julius Quasar]

I hope I'm wrong.

Horribly, utterly, considerably wrong.

But I just called my ex who promised to come back to me. It's been about 2 months of waiting. Of promises. Of "I'll be back. Just a little longer." She held me by my nose and drug me around like a lost child.

She has promised me she would be back. She swore she would never hurt me during this time. She promised she wouldn't do anything with another guy. Said she needed to get everything straightened out. Told me time and time again that she'd never do anything like that....

But I gave her cell phone a call. Earlier today she told me not to call it. Wouldn't give me a plausible reason. Well I forgot, and I called it a couple minutes ago.

A guy answered. I asked "Is Santan there?" he said "She's asleep" then hung up.

I calle dback and Santana answered the phone and told me not to call for a while.

I'm on the phone with one of my closest friends who is trying his hardest to cheer me up. It's not his fault. But I've fallen so hard for this girl that...it's just not working.

I needed to get a lot of this off my chest...advice would be accepted. I wouldn't care. I'm going to find out if I'm just....REALLY paranoid...or...well...yea. Wish me luck, guys

I'm sorry, what a stupid b****

If you ever need a sympathetic ear, I'm here...

What a lying b@#$%! I wouldn't worry about her, someone who can't hold such a promise for only two months isn't worth your time.

If you want to talk out some more about this, then I'll be here to listen. Bets of luck.

ditto ^

Well I am back home safe and sound. I had a full on four days in Melbourne, it was jammed packed full of stuff. I managed to score my favourite player's signitures, I found some zapper pens, lighters and hand buzzers for sale, I wasted all my money and brought home the NORMAL flu. Had a ton of fun, specialy shaving one of my team's eyebrows

glad you're home safe, sorry you got sick, glad u had fun tho...

[Star Fox Runner]

I hope I'm wrong.

Horribly, utterly, considerably wrong.

But I just called my ex who promised to come back to me. It's been about 2 months of waiting. Of promises. Of "I'll be back. Just a little longer." She held me by my nose and drug me around like a lost child.

She has promised me she would be back. She swore she would never hurt me during this time. She promised she wouldn't do anything with another guy. Said she needed to get everything straightened out. Told me time and time again that she'd never do anything like that....

But I gave her cell phone a call. Earlier today she told me not to call it. Wouldn't give me a plausible reason. Well I forgot, and I called it a couple minutes ago.

A guy answered. I asked "Is Santan there?" he said "She's asleep" then hung up.

I calle dback and Santana answered the phone and told me not to call for a while.

I'm on the phone with one of my closest friends who is trying his hardest to cheer me up. It's not his fault. But I've fallen so hard for this girl that...it's just not working.

I needed to get a lot of this off my chest...advice would be accepted. I wouldn't care. I'm going to find out if I'm just....REALLY paranoid...or...well...yea. Wish me luck, guys

Wow...... all I can tell you is that you need to tread lightly, if things aren't what they seem, you don't want to confront her about it when she's done nothing wrong, that could lead to some bad things.

But if she has done something wrong and betrayed you, don't waste your time with her and get out, if she can't stay faithful then she doesn't deserve you.

Just watch your step and find the truth before doing anything.

[Star Fox Runner]

I adore you, Walt. <3 And all your movies, including Aristocats and Robin Hood and ALADDIN and Fox and the Hound () and Peter Pan and MORE!

OMG! Fox and the Hound and Aladdin! I absolutely LOVED those movies when I was younger! I haven't seen Disney's Robin Hood in so long, I'm ashamed of it, if I ever find a DVD of it, I'm buyin' it!

Now that you've mentioned it, I MUST watch those movies again!

[Wolf OConner]

I just came back from the dead of lollin'

[Asper Sarnoff]

I adore you, Walt. <3 And all your movies, including Aristocats and Robin Hood and ALADDIN and Fox and the Hound () and Peter Pan and MORE!

I just watched "The Beauty and the Beast" today, brought back many good memories from my youth.

Also kinds of fills me with hope, that I one day may meet someone to truly love, and to be loved in return, since I'm scarily similar to the beast actually, both in appearance and behavior.

Bah, I'm getting soft.