Look i'm sorry.

[Kursed]

To everyon at Sf-O i'm sorry for being a Retarded Jerk sometimes ,but  i  gues i';m just trying to relive the missed childhood days  that I missed during the cancer treatment that almost took my life and now I'm facing harder times with  my faimily having to move from the house i've been in for about 19 years  and no mother around to help me during the day it's really been hard on me latly. I'm only human i'm not some robot made of Titainmiuin I am Kursed I'm emotionally effected as well as anyone else I just don't like to show it.  And as much as  Any human I feel I deserve a second chance even if my first impression for some of you wasn't very good.

And I'm really a guy for those of you who haven't guessed it  I just hate being a guy sometimes after hearing about men RAPing girls I JUST HATE IT OKAY!>

[Kid_Cortet]

we all go through a rough times, it helps some to talk about it with others to get a second view, maybe they can see something you can't.

If you ever want to talk, or just rant, feel free to PM me, or send me a message IM or email (just let me know who you are lol)

-tackles then huggles-

plus i dont think i have seen you as mean :P

[Guest Mr. Mario]

I'm one of those people getting emotionally effected ,there was a reason why I left the site a few days ago, just so I don't do any death threats and crap, otherwise I'd get banned.

[EazyIN]

*squishy hugs* We've all been in this * * bomb before. I've been there too. I just wish I could actually help instead of just sitting here...Besides, you helped me when I joined and I want to help you in any way I can Kursed...

[Steve]

I have only one thing to say at you Kursed:

You did exactly the opposite of what I told you to do, really...that's not the TRUTH I told you to reveal. You are only looking to be hammered by the whole staff and some people here who knows what's really going on and have reliable proofs about it. This is not going to come up pretty, unless you are the one who steps up and grows a pair, literally, this might be your last chance, because I won't be able to stop those who don't have the same amount of patience as I do.

[EazyIN]

I have only one thing to say at you Kursed:

.

More face palms...?

[Kid_Cortet]

I have only one thing to say at you Kursed:

i see your double face palm and raise you with a

users choice really to volunteer whatever info...

To : Kursed (and to anyone for that matter) lets get a buddy system going so that we have someone we know we can talk to....(admins dont shoot me lol)

[EazyIN]

But Kursed, just try to pull through the best you can is all I can say ATM. But really, I wish I was there to help...

[Kursed]

I don't want sympathy I want understanding I've been lying to you guys about me being a girl I just  well I just hate being a guy sometimes seeing all the crap that other men do.

[Fluxy]

I totaly know how you feel. I do not hate being a guy, but I do hate most men in general. Men pull a lot of crap, that is why people like us are here to try and change it, well, for ourselves at least. :)

[Kursed]

Exactly nick i want to forget my troubles forget the world exist sometimes ,but it's just impossible.

[Fluxy]

That's actually why I joined this site. It was getting tough to except how stuff (for lack of a nicer word) was going down. And it is impossible, but stuff here sure helps! (well, for me at least.)

[evilwaffles]

I couldn't care less who you are or what gender you are, Kursed. You have proven to be a good friend to me on these forums, my first actually.

Unless I missed something that happened previously, why is this being made a big deal? People lie on forums all the time...

[Kursed]

and a personal note to the staff: I'm sorry for any special attention i got because I was  a 'girl' I really didn't mean for it to go that way I wanted no special attention for my gender and if I did it was unintentional everything else I have spoken was true I really hate porn and yiff and  well everything else.

[Guest Julius Quasar]

"So Kursed, you show your true form?"

...you're still my friend, Kursed...as the old saying goes, "Love the sinner, hate the sin..."

[Mr. Krystal]

Remember, women can be evil too. I've known a few of them. Don't take the actions of a few and hold them as normal for all in that group. That's just not right.

[Scott7]

ya know Kursed, that seriously Hurts...

[Geo Stelar]

Remember, women can be evil too. I've known a few of them. Don't take the actions of a few and hold them as normal for all in that group. That's just not right.

Seconded.

I once knew a female that is more evil than the Aparoid queen.

[Sapphire]

And I'm really a guy for those of you who haven't guessed it  I just hate being a guy sometimes after hearing about men RAPing girls I JUST HATE IT OKAY!>

I thought you were a girl :lol:

[Ris Grestar]

Was...I the only one who knew? ^^;

Seriously, Kursed, it doesn't change a thing with me.  I'm still glad to be your friend, and I hope you think of me the same way^^

[Nexus]

Was...I the only one who knew? ^^;

Seriously, Kursed, it doesn't change a thing with me.  I'm still glad to be your friend, and I hope you think of me the same way^^

naw, naw not at all

[Ris Grestar]

naw, naw not at all

Glad to know it

["User"]

I'm going to be VERY blunt and direct with my response to this charade.

To everyon at Sf-O i'm sorry for being a Retarded Jerk sometimes ,but  i  gues i';m just trying to relive the missed childhood days  that I missed during the cancer treatment that almost took my life and now.

What did I tell you via PM about broadcasting out the whole "cancer treatment" thing?

I'm facing harder times with  my faimily having to move from the house i've been in for about 19 years  and no mother around to help me during the day it's really been hard on me latly. I'm only human i'm not some robot made of Titainmiuin.

I'm sorry to hear if this is really the case.

I am Kursed.

No, your name is not Kursed.  Maybe you can consider yourself "k©ursed" in real life with everything that's been going on but really...since you're talking about RL events I'm very sure you have a different RL name...sorry, but that just sounds silly.

I'm emotionally effected as well as anyone else I just don't like to show it.  And as much as  Any human I feel I deserve a second chance even if my first impression for some of you wasn't very good.

In the past you've been given 2nd, 3rd, 4th, umpteenth chances with the staff and we're still sending you PM's and discussing with you concerning certain issues....

And I'm really a guy for those of you who haven't guessed it  I just hate being a guy sometimes after hearing about men RAPing girls I JUST HATE IT OKAY!>

I'm getting the impression that with that above statement you know people really close to you or local in your area who have committed this horrible crime.  There really isn't any need to change your gender online as a result of the actions of an extremely minuscule % of men.  I personally take slight offense to these feminist-like comments.

and a personal note to the staff: I'm sorry for any special attention i got because I was  a 'girl' I really didn't mean for it to go that way I wanted no special attention for my gender and if I did it was unintentional

That wasn't the only reason for the special attention.

Everything else I have spoken was true I really hate porn and yiff and  well everything else.

What does porn and yiff have anything directly to do with you deceiving the community about your gender for since early 2009?  Honestly, no offense Kursed but I'm a bit skeptical (as I'm sure I have the right to me) about most of the statements you've made and how you are telling the truth, this includes attitudes towards Krystal, art, etc.  I'd love for you to prove me wrong but trust goes a long way in online communities and you have some catching up to do in that matter. 

[Guest FoXXX]

Wow, I really don't know what to say O_o

[fox1235]

This is very awkward, you really didn't need to lie.

BTW are you a FBI agent

(OK,ok that was a little uncalled for)