Arashikage Posted August 28, 2010 Share Posted August 28, 2010 "It finally works out, and it leaves my grasp! Not even for a day was I able to stay in happiness!!!! F*&% Life!!!" He shouted at the ground, letting his sadness and anger leave him as he sobbed.Aria continued crouching beside him, deciding it was better not to say anything but to let him know she was there for him Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fluxy Posted August 28, 2010 Share Posted August 28, 2010 Aria continued crouching beside him, deciding it was better not to say anything but to let him know she was there for himAfter a bit, he dug his face into the carpet, unable to speak. After a moment, "Why can't love ever just find me? I hate this so much!" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Arashikage Posted August 28, 2010 Share Posted August 28, 2010 After a bit, he dug his face into the carpet, unable to speak. After a moment, "Why can't love ever just find me? I hate this so much!"Aria remained silent, still stroking the wolf's back Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fluxy Posted August 28, 2010 Share Posted August 28, 2010 Aria remained silent, still stroking the wolf's back"Aria?" He called out, looking at her, "I don't want to love anyone else." Tears still running down the wolf's face and onto his clothes. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Arashikage Posted August 28, 2010 Share Posted August 28, 2010 "Aria?" He called out, looking at her, "I don't want to love anyone else." Tears still running down the wolf's face and onto his clothes."I understand" She said "You feel this now and you don't ever want to again" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fluxy Posted August 28, 2010 Share Posted August 28, 2010 "I understand" She said "You feel this now and you don't ever want to again"Flux teared as he grasped Aria in a hug. "What did I do to deserve this?" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Arashikage Posted August 28, 2010 Share Posted August 28, 2010 Flux teared as he grasped Aria in a hug. "What did I do to deserve this?""Life is unfair to all" Aria said "It's like a test to see how strong you are." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fluxy Posted August 28, 2010 Share Posted August 28, 2010 "Life is unfair to all" Aria said "It's like a test to see how strong you are.""I don't want to feel the pan of a failing anymore." He said, not sure how to deal with these feelings. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Arashikage Posted August 28, 2010 Share Posted August 28, 2010 "I don't want to feel the pan of a failing anymore." He said, not sure how to deal with these feelings."I know the feeling" Aria said with a great sense of empathy "The best thing you can do right now is accept yourself no matter what, confidence is a great thing for you right now" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fluxy Posted August 28, 2010 Share Posted August 28, 2010 "I know the feeling" Aria said with a great sense of empathy "The best thing you can do right now is accept yourself no matter what, confidence is a great thing for you right now""I... I couldn't even keep the one I still find as my soul mate... I accept myself, but life isn't giving me any other options." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Arashikage Posted August 28, 2010 Share Posted August 28, 2010 "I... I couldn't even keep the one I still find as my soul mate... I accept myself, but life isn't giving me any other options.""But if he truly was your soul mate, he wouldn't have left you" She said, not fully realizing the possible consequences of how she worded what she said Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fluxy Posted August 28, 2010 Share Posted August 28, 2010 "But if he truly was your soul mate, he wouldn't have left you" She said, not fully realizing the possible consequences of how she worded what she saidAfter hearing those, Flux started crying again. "I... I let him..." He started, now crying. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Arashikage Posted August 28, 2010 Share Posted August 28, 2010 After hearing those, Flux started crying again. "I... I let him..." He started, now crying."You didn't do anything wrong" Aria said "It's not your fault" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fluxy Posted August 28, 2010 Share Posted August 28, 2010 "You didn't do anything wrong" Aria said "It's not your fault""Then why did it have to happen!" Flux said, still in pure disbelief of everything that just happened. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Arashikage Posted August 28, 2010 Share Posted August 28, 2010 "Then why did it have to happen!" Flux said, still in pure disbelief of everything that just happened."Life is a complicated thing, But those who look only in the past are sure to miss the future" Aria said switching to a more comfortable position on her knees Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fluxy Posted August 28, 2010 Share Posted August 28, 2010 "Life is a complicated thing, But those who look only in the past are sure to miss the future" Aria said switching to a more comfortable position on her knees"Then I want to live in the past! At least I was finally happy then..." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Arashikage Posted August 28, 2010 Share Posted August 28, 2010 "Then I want to live in the past! At least I was finally happy then...""But you can't just relive one day over and over again" Aria said Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fluxy Posted August 28, 2010 Share Posted August 28, 2010 "But you can't just relive one day over and over again" Aria said"I need to get sleep..." Flux told her, slowly loosening the grip to get up, but still not wanting to let go at the same time. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Arashikage Posted August 28, 2010 Share Posted August 28, 2010 "I need to get sleep..." Flux told her, slowly loosening the grip to get up, but still not wanting to let go at the same time."Okay" Aria said as she let go and stood up with him Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fluxy Posted August 28, 2010 Share Posted August 28, 2010 "Okay" Aria said as she let go and stood up with himHis head, ears and tail all slung low, Flux made his way back to his room. He could not believe what had happened that day, and never wanted to live again. Would he commit suicide? Flux was to afraid to kill himself. He walked into his room, and saw something of Cel's, along with his fur in there. He laid on the floor, unable to accept sleeping in his bed from the memories it gave. He continued to cry himself to sleep as he was in a sorrowful state of depression and emotion he never wanted to ever feel. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Arashikage Posted August 28, 2010 Share Posted August 28, 2010 His head, ears and tail all slung low, Flux made his way back to his room. He could not believe what had happened that day, and never wanted to live again. Would he commit suicide? Flux was to afraid to kill himself. He walked into his room, and saw something of Cel's, along with his fur in there. He laid on the floor, unable to accept sleeping in his bed from the memories it gave. He continued to cry himself to sleep as he was in a sorrowful state of depression and emotion he never wanted to ever feel.Aria walked in the other direction to the stairs as she made her way to her room. She was sad that her friend, possibly her only friend at that moment, was so depressed. She wished there was something that she could do to help but alas, there wasn't anything. She climbed into her bed, and after a few long hours of tossing and turning, finally drifted off to sleep(Night guys, my battery is dying and my charger is somewhere else) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fluxy Posted August 28, 2010 Share Posted August 28, 2010 Flux took Cel's tie that laid on the floor from the day before, and held it close to him as he tried muffling his cries. He used it to dry his tears, but all it brought was more memories that were once pleasant, that now hurt. He slowly closed his eyes as he rocked on the floor back and forth, unable to fully accept anything that happened to him. He wanted to return the tie, but needed to hold on to it for the night. It reminded him of something he lost, and gave him another reason to see him again. He wasn't even sure if he wanted that. Flux had to come out with his anger. He was too mute about it in their discussion. He had to let Cel know just how much he hurt him. Flux cradled the tie in her arms as he lied on the floor; Unable to psychologically be able to have any of the bedding materials over him, seeing as it all, or most of it, had Cel's fur. At one point his tears became so long that he tired his eye's out, forcing him to sleep, dreaming of his deepest fantasies, hoping that when he woke up, it would all come true... Even though the sad truth of his life was already told. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Arashikage Posted August 28, 2010 Share Posted August 28, 2010 Aria wakes up, she didn't forget what happened the previous day, she figured he would need some alone time however. So she gets up, gets dressed, and goes down to the lobby Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fluxy Posted August 28, 2010 Share Posted August 28, 2010 Flux slowly stirred, a smile on his face, but it soon dropped as he realized where he was and that it was all a dream. He folded the tie and put it in his pocket, knowing what he was going to have to do. Flux walked out and into the lobby, taking a seat; Still debating to follow his plan or not. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Arashikage Posted August 28, 2010 Share Posted August 28, 2010 Flux slowly stirred, a smile on his face, but it soon dropped as he realized where he was and that it was all a dream. He folded the tie and put it in his pocket, knowing what he was going to have to do. Flux walked out and into the lobby, taking a seat; Still debating to follow his plan or not.Aria sees Flux sit down in the lobby but doesn't approach him, seeing what happened yesterday, she figured it was best to let him approach her if he so chooses Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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