Fluxy Posted September 7, 2010 Share Posted September 7, 2010 Even the side that supposedly made him like men was saying that he should go with Bri. How the ligress was reacting, it was obvious, too, that Ryn had stayed true to her promise. "Flux, wait...Don't leave only to expect me..." Cel was still making his decision, and it was in no way easy. And when Bri leaned in to whisper, he slowly shook his head. "No...I-I don't remember ever telling anyone else...""Cel! It is like there are many forces against me right now. You haven't even looked at me since they entered the room... I... I feel you are giving me no other option! We did so much in one day, and can't understand why you would just turn, and hear her, and seem like you forgot everything. Don't you remember?! Why can't you show me that affection right now?" He said, as he started tearing up, not sure why this all started, and was about to end probably so fast.---Ryn smiled, cuddling him back and smiling. "Zeke? Can you do me a small favor?" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Arashikage Posted September 7, 2010 Share Posted September 7, 2010 Bri was noticably hurt by this statement "Is hearing me suddenly a bad thing?" Bri asked Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ris Grestar Posted September 7, 2010 Share Posted September 7, 2010 Cel couldn't respond to the others right away after hearing Flux. Turning his head to face the wolf, his gaze showed that he was hurt. "That's what hurts the most, Flux! That's just what I did to Bri, and why it hurt so much to break it off. That's why she's in so much pain! Everyone is hurting inside because of me!" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Arashikage Posted September 7, 2010 Share Posted September 7, 2010 "It's not entirely your fault" Bri said stepping in and hugging Cel, resting her head on his shoulder Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kursed Posted September 7, 2010 Share Posted September 7, 2010 'No Cel no Don't go back Don't! Cut it before you lose Bri again get to the point!' Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fluxy Posted September 7, 2010 Share Posted September 7, 2010 Cel couldn't respond to the others right away after hearing Flux. Turning his head to face the wolf, his gaze showed that he was hurt. "That's what hurts the most, Flux! That's just what I did to Bri, and why it hurt so much to break it off. That's why she's in so much pain! Everyone is hurting inside because of me!"This was the second time Cel had snapped and yelled at Flux. It hurt so much, but he knew it was what Cel needed to do. "I... I thought you would have understood by now... That I am willing to go through these hardships and pains with you... I just really wanted you to give me a chance in helping you." Flux said, now stepping closer to Cel. "To be there for you. I love you, and I have shown you. I don't know how I can show it any better. I don't blame you for hurting me." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ris Grestar Posted September 7, 2010 Share Posted September 7, 2010 Cel couldn't hug Bri back either. "But it -is- my fault. Both of you should be hating me right now..." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Arashikage Posted September 7, 2010 Share Posted September 7, 2010 "But I don't." Bri said "I will love you no matter how much you mess up. It's like my grandmother told me, the only ones we really wound are those we love the best. we flatter those we scarcely know, we please the fleeting guest, and deal a full many thoughtless blow to those we love the best" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CrypticQuery Posted September 7, 2010 Share Posted September 7, 2010 Ryn smiled, cuddling him back and smiling. "Zeke? Can you do me a small favor?""That depends", he joked back, knowing he'd follow her command. "What do you need?" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kursed Posted September 7, 2010 Share Posted September 7, 2010 'Cel stop your killing it!' ' Kiss her.' Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fluxy Posted September 7, 2010 Share Posted September 7, 2010 Cel couldn't hug Bri back either. "But it -is- my fault. Both of you should be hating me right now...""Cel... If you think this was supposed to make me hate you, I would never be here." He said, continuing closer to Cel. "Although you were fearful of it, you took my hand, kissed me in public, showed them it doesn't matter what they think about us. You took those social risks and everything for me, and I did for you. These little issues we have, these arguments and such, it is showing we are normal and not perfect. And as long as it is like that, you are perfect to me." He said, a passionate tear running down him as he smiled. "Did you not see how much I wrote for you after page 74?"(And I thought you had to go sleep, Kursed?)---"I need you to turn off your cell phone so we have no interruptions." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kursed Posted September 7, 2010 Share Posted September 7, 2010 "Cel... If you think this was supposed to make me hate you, I would never be here." He said, continuing closer to Cel. "Although you were fearful of it, you took my hand, kissed me in public, showed them it doesn't matter what they think about us. You took those social risks and everything for me, and I did for you. These little issues we have, these arguments and such, it is showing we are normal and not perfect. And as long as it is like that, you are perfect to me." He said, a passionate tear running down him as he smiled. "Did you not see how much I wrote for you after page 74?"(And I thought you had to go sleep, Kursed?)---"I need you to turn off your cell phone so we have no interruptions."(give or take a few minutes for Cel to completely screw up.) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fluxy Posted September 7, 2010 Share Posted September 7, 2010 (give or take a few minutes for Cel to completely screw up.)(How would he "Completely screw up"?) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Arashikage Posted September 7, 2010 Share Posted September 7, 2010 (It just depends on your point of view on the situation) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kursed Posted September 7, 2010 Share Posted September 7, 2010 (Let's put it this way Cindy's a real big fan of the phrase "Actions speak louder than words") Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Arashikage Posted September 7, 2010 Share Posted September 7, 2010 (I really gotta go to sleep, I gotta get up really early for school and right now I'll be getting 4 hours of sleep if i fall asleep immediately. Any way we can postpone this to tomorrow?) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fluxy Posted September 7, 2010 Share Posted September 7, 2010 (Let's put it this way Cindy's a real big fan of the phrase "Actions speak louder than words")(I get that, but you said in parenthesis that, meaning you said that, not Cindy. That was why I was curious.) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CrypticQuery Posted September 7, 2010 Share Posted September 7, 2010 "I need you to turn off your cell phone so we have no interruptions."With that statement, Zeke pulled the phone out of his pocket, and flung it at the wall, breaking it into several pieces. "It's definitely off", he stated before hugging her tightly and nuzzling her shoulder. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ris Grestar Posted September 7, 2010 Share Posted September 7, 2010 (Guys, I'm sorry, but I need sleep. School's tomorrow. I'll be on 7:30 my time at the latest, it being about 11 now. Night ^^) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fluxy Posted September 7, 2010 Share Posted September 7, 2010 With that statement, Zeke pulled the phone out of his pocket, and flung it at the wall, breaking it into several pieces. "It's definitely off", he stated before hugging her tightly and nuzzling her shoulder. Rynian smiled, nuzzling back and hugging him as well. "That definitely gave you points on the good side."(Guys, I'm sorry, but I need sleep. School's tomorrow. I'll be on 7:30 my time at the latest, it being about 11 now. Night ^^)(Okay) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CrypticQuery Posted September 7, 2010 Share Posted September 7, 2010 Rynian smiled, nuzzling back and hugging him as well. "That definitely gave you points on the good side.""Less talk, more cuddle", he joked in return, pulling the comforters over both of them.(With that, I'm out for tonight ) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fluxy Posted September 7, 2010 Share Posted September 7, 2010 (Yeah, I'm out too.) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ris Grestar Posted September 7, 2010 Share Posted September 7, 2010 'Give it time, Cel! Maybe I'll kiss her, maybe I won't...I-I don't know what I'm going to do yet...'"Flux, Bri..." he softly began, glancing to both of them as he did so, "you know I still have feelings for you both...I know you don't think this is easy for me, but...there are a lot of factors that come into this that I don't--...That I don't even think you two realize."The tiger first turned his head towards Flux. "You were the first guy to ever share my feelings. That itself is special, and you seemed to accept everything else about me right away...I would -never- say that I didn't have fun being around you, Flux. I've enjoyed the time we've spent so far--It's all been special to me, and I won't ever forget it.""And Bri," he started, turning his gaze back to the ligress, "you were my first...anything. I mean, I never really had -any- sort of relationship before...You accepted me too, even if you were skeptical about my sexuality...but...I can't blame you for that."'Especially since that's what ended up hurting you...'"I'll never be able to forget those times we shared either. Our mingling interests, everything you started showing me...No matter what happens from here on, I'll remember all of those, too." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fluxy Posted September 7, 2010 Share Posted September 7, 2010 'Give it time, Cel! Maybe I'll kiss her, maybe I won't...I-I don't know what I'm going to do yet...'"Flux, Bri..." he softly began, glancing to both of them as he did so, "you know I still have feelings for you both...I know you don't think this is easy for me, but...there are a lot of factors that come into this that I don't--...That I don't even think you two realize."The tiger first turned his head towards Flux. "You were the first guy to ever share my feelings. That itself is special, and you seemed to accept everything else about me right away...I would -never- say that I didn't have fun being around you, Flux. I've enjoyed the time we've spent so far--It's all been special to me, and I won't ever forget it.""And Bri," he started, turning his gaze back to the ligress, "you were my first...anything. I mean, I never really had -any- sort of relationship before...You accepted me too, even if you were skeptical about my sexuality...but...I can't blame you for that."'Especially since that's what ended up hurting you...'"I'll never be able to forget those times we shared either. Our mingling interests, everything you started showing me...No matter what happens from here on, I'll remember all of those, too."Flux's tearing stopped and he nodded. "I know I don't understand, and am willing to admit that." He started. "But... I do understand one thing. So far from here, I haven't been listening to my head. If I had, I wouldn't be here in the hotel in the first place. I have been living purely on my heart, and against reasons that my head says I shouldn't even be with guys, or anyone of the sort,... My heart tells me to keep fighting for you. Not due to my promise, but because I truly want you. and for me to be able to stand by your side." Flux said, stepping close, now only a foot or two away from the tiger.He smiled, a single tear dropping, and a glittery look from his eyes as his tail idle went back and forth behind them. He took one of Cel's idle hands in both of his and looked him in the eyes as he spoke. "I want you to follow your heart too. Please, follow it back to me, as mine has been doing for you." He said, taking another chance in his words. He didn't like taking these chances, but it felt like something wasn't right in the atmosphere, and that this may be the only course of action. "Please.... Let me understand you more, and of course I, in return, will help you understand more about me.""But I don't." Bri said "I will love you no matter how much you mess up. It's like my grandmother told me, the only ones we really wound are those we love the best. we flatter those we scarcely know, we please the fleeting guest, and deal a full many thoughtless blow to those we love the best"I know she is the one that said it, but hon... You and me both are on that boat. He thought, remembering how Cel acted towards him in the elevator. He didn't want to relive that thought, but knew for a fact there is no way Cel had ever treated Bri that way. He wasn't sure if that was good, or bad for him. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kursed Posted September 7, 2010 Share Posted September 7, 2010 'Time is not on our side...also take note the more you talk about Flux the more you hurt Bri get to the point before it's too late.' Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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