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I am truly sorry.


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I am no great person. Merely a mind, selfish one at that, that has done nothing but hurt Kid_Cortet here.

Yes, I know all the rules on Public Apologies, and I can assure that the staff would agree this would be an appropriate time to make it.

I can do nothing but accept the treatment I am given as a liar, as having an "L" Posted upon me, in reference as to the Scarlet Letter with the "A". My actions caused a once great friend of mine away from this site all because I was too afraid to admit the truth of it all, and that is no exception.

I hold others a bit to the extreme side, am very critical, both upon myself and others, and all I can ask is that you can at least trust me one last time when I say I promise to never do anything like this again, anywhere. This was a mistake I never took the initiative to clean up, and for that I am scum.

I apologize to the admins and mods, for not holding myself to the same standards I critiqued you all at.

I apologize to all the members here who were my friend and no longer am able to trust me with anything.

And most of all, I apologize to Kid_Cortet, as nothing I can do will truly repay the mental set I made you go through, especially when you needed a community like this most at your back to care for you. I deserve to be looked down on, as I made you felt.

I can be nothing but truly thankful if any are wiling to still be my friend, or give me a second chance, but I ask this from no one. If anyone wishes to trust me, or even talk/look at what I say anymore, that is too much that I can ask for.

I apologize, and am dreadfully sorry, Kid_Cortet and SF-O.

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I dunno what happened, but I'm sure it's nothing that can't be forgiven, for if one does not forgive, are they any better then the dude who messed up in the first place? I think not! Everyone messes up, and that's all there is to it, EVERYONE!

"You have my bow trust!" and if you mess up ever again you can still count on this!

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Nick,I want you to listen, the truth is out now about what had really happened. You keep thinking that you are going to lose everyone over this, when the fact is, that is not entirely true. Others and I are willing to help you get through this. Yes, it did effect me greatly, being banished from misinterpretation, but it did hurt worse when you told me the real truth. But now it is bothering me that you want to leave the life you have because you are afraid of what may happen or what others will think of you. By staying, you are showing you are growing up and are willing to fight/fix those mistakes. If anything, yes, the friendship between us has really been shaken, and the complete trust will take awhile, but, that does not mean I am going to write you off. I told you, that no matter what, through all the stress and pain, I would be a friend, and I rarely break my promises that i mean to keep. All that needs to be done, is to pick up the broken pieces, and melt them down and remold them. All I want, is to still know that we are friends, and can work through this.

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We all make mistakes.

It takes a lot to reveal the truth after so long, and it gets harder as time goes. As far as punishment, you have already had enough. We, the staff, are not going to do anything, just don't do this again :wink:

As far as it goes, I would like to apologize to Kid, in behalf of all the staff members. We had to ban you to protect the integrity of the site, however, as all the proofs pointed against you, we forgot to take your word as valid statement, and that sometimes is better than a whole fresh "crimesceen". I just hope you understand that taking the decision of banning you was not an easy task to do, we were all against it, but well, you know why we had to do it. I needn't to go in details, as I wish, along with my fellow staff members and most of the community, to leave this on the past, a closed page in the SFO book. Nick, I personally want you to stay, I hope you don't take this whole matter as a reason to leave, and finally, seeking forgiveness is a hard path to walk, but only a few are brave enough to take the first step, and you my friend, have already done so. And Kid, it also takes a lot of guts to remain silent while everyone else bashes you, that's something to respect, and you have mine; being patient brought you back, and your image has been fully cleared up.

Like I said before, we should be all glad to have Kid back, and I hope we can keep moving on without making a drama out of this. Like I said in another topic, please refrain from questioning either Kid or Nick, I don't want to spur in drama currents anytime soon.

Forgive and be Forgiven.

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Thank you, Steve. I do understand and am not upset with the staff nor ever really was. :)

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I thought he was perma-banned… :unsure:

Whatever, pretty much what ThePointingMan said. :D

And good to have you back, Kid. ^^

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......Did I miss something?? :?

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Forgive and forgiven. That's the point of this.

As this thread is left open, I am personally watching it on behalf of the staff, cortet, and nick. Tread lightly on sensitive matters please.

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Nick, I personally accept your apology.

Kid_Cortet, I also want to apologise to you. I'm sorry about what happened. I hope that perhaps in the not so distant future, we can rebuild our friendship.

Now a note to all those who remember this incident - be very careful about what you post here. Nick is admitting he lied, which is a very tough thing to do. If I see any nasty comments towards him, I will remove them. This is not a public stoning. If you have something you wish to say to Nick, then PM it to him.

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