The Shaper Posted September 13, 2012 Share Posted September 13, 2012 Not to brag, but all the ladies ask me for my phone number. Just because I've been cheating on you doesn't mean you have the right to cheat on me! >:C 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Thu'um Posted September 13, 2012 Author Share Posted September 13, 2012 Not to brag, but all the ladies ask me for my phone number. Not to brag but she OFFERED TO DRIVE ME, and she is a seinor, and running for home coming queen Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sjrathbun812 Posted September 14, 2012 Share Posted September 14, 2012 Not to brag but she OFFERED TO DRIVE ME, and she is a seinor, and running for home coming queen Yeah, it's very manly to let the woman drive. xD 4 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Thu'um Posted September 15, 2012 Author Share Posted September 15, 2012 Yeah, it's very manly to let the woman drive. xD yea...but i can't drive :# Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gestalt Posted September 15, 2012 Share Posted September 15, 2012 Just because I've been cheating on you doesn't mean you have the right to cheat on me! >:C If you liekd et then you should have put a ring on it. *Z-snap* 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Thu'um Posted September 18, 2012 Author Share Posted September 18, 2012 I had an intreresting day, and by the time some of you finish reading this you'll either think i'm ensane, or not. But i was wrestling this guy who lifted weights all the time, just totally ripped. And i was beating him, Now i'm no softy either, but i win through skill and speed. But as i went to stand up he throught me http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yFWy1vmIL_8 like that, but over his back. Imeediatly i hit head first into the mat. His weight was all on me and combined with the intertia i hit it pretty hard. It's hard to remeber what happened. I see darkness, i can hear " My coach askes me if i had the wind nocked out of me. I can't see. I fell pain in my skull, i shake my head to say no. He asked for thumbs up if i'm okay. I wasn't but for some reason my hand struggled and rose to become a thumb up. Maybe just my body being told what to do. I don't know how long it took for me to get up. Honestly if i was told i was sitting there over night i would have belived it. By the time i could see again i belvied it to be 30 seconeds later. Had my eyes opened? or had my vision just returned ? i couldn't tell. We had i water brake and i promptly went and got water, but not with out running into the door. lol. In the end it changed me. The pain went away shortly after, and my memory of the remianing practice session is spotty. But i felt a general sense of compassion come over me. I felt somthing i don't feel everday. Satisfied with existance. The lord has broketh my heart of stone so that i may learn to fell once more. I called my mother currently and france, just to inform her i loved her. I met my dad who picked my up with cincerity. And i feel as light as a feather. Clean, and pure. I realized i am a terrible person, my eyes were open to the sins i commited. I am a liar, selfish, uncondierate, rude at times, hateful, vengful. And i let it all go. It all wasn't important anymore. prehaps i just had sense nocked into me? maybe it was devine intervention? either way i'm rather glad it happened. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Thu'um Posted September 18, 2012 Author Share Posted September 18, 2012 Orange? Blue? Bugandy? Yellow? Which to choose? I'm sorta digging that orange, but yellow is my favorite color....blue is out. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
The Shaper Posted September 19, 2012 Share Posted September 19, 2012 Go with blue, nobody is blue yet. In that case go with yellow. Gene is already orange :U Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gestalt Posted September 19, 2012 Share Posted September 19, 2012 Blue definitely blu. Or yellow if its your fav. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
"User" Posted September 19, 2012 Share Posted September 19, 2012 Black Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
The Shaper Posted September 19, 2012 Share Posted September 19, 2012 Black Black paint in TF2 is oh so expensive though. Oh and I guess it doesn't show up on the forum's background. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Icy Posted September 20, 2012 Share Posted September 20, 2012 Ahh so should I post in salmon since that is my TF2 color also? Anyway, go with yellow, I'd say, since it's your favorite color. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Thu'um Posted September 21, 2012 Author Share Posted September 21, 2012 The color GOLD! for my glory Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gene Inari Posted September 21, 2012 Share Posted September 21, 2012 I like how I started the color text with a lot of peoples. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Thu'um Posted September 21, 2012 Author Share Posted September 21, 2012 I like how I started the color text with a lot of peoples. ya, ya , ya Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
The Shaper Posted September 21, 2012 Share Posted September 21, 2012 I like how I started the color text with a lot of peoples. Gene if you want a blowjob for something you have to pay $10 like everybody else. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Thu'um Posted September 21, 2012 Author Share Posted September 21, 2012 whoa, mind your language in my topic sharper Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
"User" Posted September 21, 2012 Share Posted September 21, 2012 Gene if you want a blowjob for something you have to pay $10 like everybody else. $10 won't get you much...if anything... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Thu'um Posted September 23, 2012 Author Share Posted September 23, 2012 I keep forgetting to post in gold! anyway to set it perminentaly? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gene Inari Posted September 23, 2012 Share Posted September 23, 2012 Not sure. I just built up the habit to type the color tags. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Thu'um Posted September 24, 2012 Author Share Posted September 24, 2012 I have had a rough couple of days. I finally kinda convinced myself i'm not superior to anyone else. That i am a sinner and ulitmently a sort fo failure in the same way everyone else is. It was easyer not to belive this. I looked down on others, confindent in my intellect and strength i told myself that i was destined for greater things in this world becuase i was simply "better". If there is one advantage to this lowliness its my craving for god's mercy. To realise i need his help and that as a dependent person i will ulitmently fail. But it brings the question. Is it better to hide your darkness, to confine it away so that none see it? Or to embrace it and accept and acknowaldge all that you do weather it be good or bad? If that doesn't make sense, i use to hide my one of my less noble affections for certin things. by doing so many belived that i didn't have any such affection, But i don't hide it now. Most know, and while i am inreality no better or worse, am i better off confessing it? Is the truth of it valuable or singnifgant in anyway? For example: If a man was an alchoalic but told none, and drank only in privacy, people respect him and treat him as if he was not. He might even inspire other to not turn to the drink. But if he confessed to the public that he was infact a drunk, while he is not fundementaly diffrent the image of himself is. and yet by confessing wha has he gained? Maybe the other have gained the truth, but was it valuable? did they need it? And what good does it do for them? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
The Shaper Posted September 24, 2012 Share Posted September 24, 2012 Well Ajc allow me to answer your question easily: Do you want to be like me and act like a total pompous asshole because it's fun and easy, or do you want to do what would otherwise be considered the right thing? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Thu'um Posted September 24, 2012 Author Share Posted September 24, 2012 Well Ajc allow me to answer your question easily: Do you want to be like me and act like a total pompous asshole because it's fun and easy, or do you want to do what would otherwise be considered the right thing? But its not that simple, What is the right thing? For example is a man was to foster children,and having formally commited a severe crime(rape or somthing), should he tell them? On one hand does it matter since it has had no effect on his raising, but that also meaning not telling them shouldn't matter. And yet it seems to deprive them of the truth, even if they don't know it exists. And while he could be truthful what is gained, other then possible harm in the realtionship to his childen. Its not about how we act. A real life example is me being a furry. I'm sure you all remeber my cenorship of even the slightest suggestive furry sprays. To me this was the noble thing to do. Weather it was or not isn't but for debate becuase i'm trying to convay the meaning , so lets countinue to immagine that it is. However, while i did this, part of me the entire time actualy admired them. i have stoped sorta and admited my feelings because i figured i was leing to myself. Now lets immagine admiring anthro art is a large injustice for the sake of my point. Am i more noble now, in confessing my thoughts and showing the truth, or was i more before? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
The Shaper Posted September 24, 2012 Share Posted September 24, 2012 Personally I believe you should feel free to be who/what you want to be and not let taboo decisions dictate what you feel. If you want to tell someone something, tell them, if you don't want to but you feel you should because it's the "right" thing to do, ask yourself what the consequences are first and then decide. Not to mention there is a difference between nobility and doing something because you think it's the right thing to do even when it isn't. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Thu'um Posted September 25, 2012 Author Share Posted September 25, 2012 Well point being, i have stoped seeing myself as some great guy. I real life i was all ways the stongest the fastest the most atractive, i held myself with alot of pride. Not anymore, i see myself as a lier, a cheat, a sinner, weak, unfaithful, spite, vengence. I use to think myself above all thoase. And now i'm seeing for th first time i just pretended they didn't effect me. Acknowaldgment is the first step. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Recommended Posts