Fluxy Posted February 3, 2012 Author Share Posted February 3, 2012 EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!~ So! As some of you may know, some real cool shit is happening to me tomorrow! I am like, super excited and can't even express my joy that it's actually happening! Like, to the point I've been doodling the most retarded crap ever to explain my joy! I might even post it here when I end my little spree of excitement! Just.... EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~~~ Tomorrow, is the first of many that will make my path in life more clear 8'D Isohappybro.jpg!!!! I WILL GET SO DOWN ON FRIDAY THAT THIS GIRL WILL HAVE TO EXPLEDGVPIODHBVOIEYVBGPOIEYFVZWIFPSVOYRVEGWF'ow;giys 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CrypticQuery Posted February 3, 2012 Share Posted February 3, 2012 O_o Wow, something must REALLY have you excited! Here's hoping it's just as awesome as you're portraying it! Until then, Yao Ming will share in your happiness; Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fluxy Posted February 3, 2012 Author Share Posted February 3, 2012 [spoiler: If you can't handle immaturity, don't listen to these songs] And yes, Mr. Yao and I shall express our merriment as so. HOW I FEEL NOW: HOW I WILL FEEL TOMORROW: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bHKZ3Y9qO_Q Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Xortberg Posted February 3, 2012 Share Posted February 3, 2012 Come on man, that was like three days ago OR WAS IT?! Love that song. Hope everything goes well tomorrow! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CrypticQuery Posted February 3, 2012 Share Posted February 3, 2012 Hope everything is going well for you today, Fluxy! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fluxy Posted February 4, 2012 Author Share Posted February 4, 2012 *Is covered in black soot* 8'DDDDDDDDDDD SO. MUCH. CHARCOAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fluxy Posted March 1, 2012 Author Share Posted March 1, 2012 So, I haven't been drawing what I usually do ever since I started taking on Realism. Sooo, yeah. HAVE A PICTURE OF MY PUPPY AND AGREE WITH HOW ADORABLE SHE IS 8'DDD 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CrypticQuery Posted March 2, 2012 Share Posted March 2, 2012 That is the cutest thing I'll see all day. What breed is she, or is she a mix? :D Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fluxy Posted March 2, 2012 Author Share Posted March 2, 2012 We think she's a Dameranian [i think that is how it is spelled]. Dachshund and a Pomeranian mix basically! http://www.dogbreedinfo.com/dameranian.htm Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CrypticQuery Posted March 2, 2012 Share Posted March 2, 2012 We think she's a Dameranian [i think that is how it is spelled]. Dachshund and a Pomeranian mix basically! http://www.dogbreedi.../dameranian.htm Daawww, she's definitely one of my favorite cross-breeds then. Those ears and eyes are just SO DAMN CUTE! =3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fluxy Posted March 30, 2012 Author Share Posted March 30, 2012 SO! Until any of the moderation team tells me so, my journal name will more than likely be rather, 'Flux'-uating. Didjagetithuhuhuhuh?~ BUT, that is not the purpose of this post by any means whatsoever! The purpose of this post is about, well, finding your purpose. *Smacks Xort before he can sing "Avenue Q" songs* Approximately a month [i know, not very long] ago, I considered dropping out of school, and going back to the idea of majoring in the psychological fields. I heavily considered this, actually. Inspiration comes and goes, but I really felt what I wanted to get from this school would just be easier to obtain by not worrying about classes, and just, practicing each day on my tablet more so. And you know, that could possibly work. Could. I felt that all I really wanted were to do little web comics, cell shading, and focus on a bit more of a cartooning aspect than the realism aspect. Why go to school if that's all you wanna do? Why go someplace meant to learn a wide variety of techniques and knowledge, when you're dead set on only doing one thing? When almost every week you go to the class, knowing you're going to have to really sell your work to the teacher in hopes of just getting a passing grade? Less stress, Less cost, and less Charcoal would have come with that route. But, of course, I didn't chose that, for I am here now, unable to sleep, and deciding to stay up until it's time to catch the train. I'm no great artist. I don't plan on being some inspiration to other artists, even. I may become that, sure, but it'd mean that others more than likely have more inspiring subjects. But I don't care about that. I really don't anymore. It was not only a day or so ago that I really found my drive so to speak [Okay, so not purpose, but I'll get to that]. I'm a huge comic reader. Practically the only ones I won't read are the stereotypical heroic ones, like Superman, Wonder Woman, and those wonderful characters. I read enough to -know- about them, their names, powers, and weaknesses; But it's not my cup of tea. Back on track, though, I read them a lot because for a long time, that's what I've wanted to be! A comic writer! Creating a whole new world [*Glares at Disney*] for not only the characters to be illustrated, but their surroundings, their issues, and their crises. You know, a good ol' picture book. And I wanted this for a long time, till I just sorta didn't really care, like... In the idea of 'Why bother?'. This comic I read, and it was a rather short forty-four pager, really just made me remember why I wanted to come to college, learn2art, and study character design as well as obtain a minor in some English studies in the mean time. It was made through means of digital tablet, and was black and white. Though, not 'Black' and 'White'. It was the full deal. Realism both in design of the plot and characters, -and- through a full range of values that were rendered wonderfully [Look up values if you don't already know what they stand for in art. We all know what something we 'Value' is. It is not that kind]. And not only was this comic just so wonderfully written, illustrated, and overall, executed; But it really gave me that feeling that just makes me want to smile for days on end! -That- feeling, is the reason. That's my whole little purpose I want to have in life, and know I can obtain that. I wanted to be a comic writer, not only for the sake of improving my talents, but because comics are so much more than that! Their an escape from real life, even if only for a minute or two each day. Something, that no matter how shitty life is, that you can read it, see the expressions and mood, and relate to the characters. And by the end of it, you see it work out, and make yourself keep going because you know it'll eventually all work out for you; Or it won't work out for them, and you really cherish what you have now because the thought of losing yourself, or someone close to you would hurt. As cheesy, as 'Faggish', as whatever-the-fuck you wanna call it, that's my simple dream in life. To be able to give people that hope, or smile in their day, through my art and stories. I don't care if I end up making little to no money through this. I'll find a way, get a job; Whatever it takes to support both myself, and whoever I happen to be responsible for at the time. This is my dream and purpose, and I'm more than sure now that I wanna stay here in college, do the best I can, meet people, gain connections, and give myself the best opportunity possible to fulfill my goal. It might take me double the time to get a simple major because I don't have much form of loans to spend; with how thing's look, it'll take me eight years to get my degree unless I can at one point sign my own loans so I can stop relying on FASFA alone. But I'm okay with that. I'll do my best to be the best I can be andfddbszbgfzgd... You get the point, heh. So yes, I don't have much to close on, other than saying thanks to those maybe, one-to-three people who actually read my journal. It means a lot and just... Yeah. See ya'll when I post next! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CrypticQuery Posted March 30, 2012 Share Posted March 30, 2012 I wish you luck on your dreams, Fluxy; to tell the truth I've always been a sucker for a good comic as well. And I apologize for having such a measly reply to your insane wall of text. :lol: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sjrathbun812 Posted March 30, 2012 Share Posted March 30, 2012 So, I haven't been drawing what I usually do ever since I started taking on Realism. Sooo, yeah. HAVE A PICTURE OF MY PUPPY AND AGREE WITH HOW ADORABLE SHE IS 8'DDD Neeeeee! I want to hug her! <3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fluxy Posted March 31, 2012 Author Share Posted March 31, 2012 Heh, thanks Crazy, and yeah, Ryn's an adorable little monster. --- IN OTHER NEWS! *Blows noise makers* Forever Alone Birthday. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CrypticQuery Posted March 31, 2012 Share Posted March 31, 2012 Heh, thanks Crazy, and yeah, Ryn's an adorable little monster. --- IN OTHER NEWS! *Blows noise makers* Forever Alone Birthday. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fluxy Posted April 12, 2012 Author Share Posted April 12, 2012 [12:11:06 PM] Gooby: So hey, you haven't actually gotten around to buying Vlad yet, right? [12:11:38 PM] Flux <The White Wolf>: No, I've been beating around the bucket. [12:11:40 PM] Flux <The White Wolf>: Why? [12:11:41 PM] Gooby: *** *** **** [12:11:42 PM] Gooby: Happy birthday! [12:11:55 PM] Flux <The White Wolf>: ...Arf? [12:12:06 PM] Gooby: It's a 10$ code [12:12:36 PM] Flux <The White Wolf>: .....*Insta logs onto LoL* [12:12:38 PM] Flux <The White Wolf>: I love you [12:12:39 PM] Flux <The White Wolf>: <3 [12:12:43 PM] Gooby: :3 That is all <3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fluxy Posted April 21, 2012 Author Share Posted April 21, 2012 Sooooo yeah. This week had a few issues and I wasn't able to go to class but I'm still gonna be fi- *Friend sends me a link* Oh, one second. Gotta see this quickly. *Clicks and listens* NEW SUBJECT FOR THIS POST!: This, is my new favorite song. So much better than Friday :3 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=__HeE6NWmDE Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fana McCloud Posted April 22, 2012 Share Posted April 22, 2012 Bwahahaha. Win. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fluxy Posted April 24, 2012 Author Share Posted April 24, 2012 LARGE POST~! Mainly due to pictures :3 So I did all my Online homework today, And I won't post it all, but I'm gonna post the fun assignments I got to do! Like, I'd love to do this as a hobby during the summer! First Part: Cleaning up Torn/Disrupted Photos These Images are the originals, And these are what they look like after I cleaned them up! [AKA: Used Photoshop] Second Part: Adding Color to Actors! [Edit, yes I do realize the table cloth x3] Original Black and White Photo: After I added Color: These were the funnest ones ever so far in the class to do. I wanna do more, but I have other class' homework to do instead =< Oh well! New Summer Hobby, Added~! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CrypticQuery Posted April 24, 2012 Share Posted April 24, 2012 I must say; the black and white to color picture really caught my eyes; that's most definitely something incredible! The 'repairings' of older pictures will most certainly come in handy in the future as well. At this point I don't even have to say it, but great job, Fluxy. :friends: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fluxy Posted May 1, 2012 Author Share Posted May 1, 2012 It's Rynian's first birthday!!! Eeeeeee~ 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Milkyway64 Posted May 1, 2012 Share Posted May 1, 2012 D'awwwww! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CrypticQuery Posted May 1, 2012 Share Posted May 1, 2012 Thanks, Fluxy. You've just sent me on a cuteness overload; I have to punch something to recover. :lol: Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fluxy Posted May 19, 2012 Author Share Posted May 19, 2012 So it seems that a friend or so of mine just sorta stopped talking to me in general. That slightly upsets me, but I can't be too upset about it. I'm not the best at starting conversations, just, I'm a lot better at keeping them going. Not that I can't start them, cause I am generally really good about public appearances [Fuck online appearances] but I dunno. *Shrugs*. It just upsets me I guess. Cause if I don't go out of my way to talk to them, then people will be like, "WELP FREIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIND-SHIP IS A TWO WAY STREE-blahblahblah" and all that jazz. So if I want a conversation, I gotta start it. But if that turns into me always starting the conversation, that doesn't really work either, because it's a -two- way street. But if I don't start it with them, they won't talk at all. BUT IF I DO I DEFY WHAT I'VE BEE-*E'splodes!* ...Point being, life suuuuuuuuuucks. Friendship suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuucks. But o'vell. If people aren't casually interested in starting up conversation with you, and you -really- wanna be closer, sure, be the initiator all the time. They might wanna do it, I guess, sooner or later. If not, well, don't go testing them. Just stop talking. That last part is harder for me than most, I've been told, but again, o'vell. I AM AN INDEPENDENT BLACK WOMAN WHO NEEDS NO MAN!!!....=X Soooooo, yeah. Life. Shit. Drama. Sexy time. Stuff's legit. Sorta wanting to talk to some people again as just friends, but then the other part of me tells me that's stupid and I should just be less caring about that stuff so I don't just repeat prior incidents. Cause yeahhhh. FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK Drama. Overall; Don't forget to drink your Ovaltine. *Ends pointless rant of pointlessness* Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fluxy Posted June 4, 2012 Author Share Posted June 4, 2012 LIFE HATING U, U SAY? BITCHING ABOUT LOVE, U SAY? SHUT YO MOUTH! LOOK THIS PIC! So yeah. You're pretty fucking special. Yeah. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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